"I'm not a lab rat" Izuru Kamukura Angst

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(Quick authors note. The chapters will be longer from now on)

Izurus P.O.V.

I heard the door click open.

"Stop your screaming." I look back at the doctors. Theres three or four of them. I nod. "Why were you screaming." I dont know what to say. "Dont know" I mumble out quietly "sorry" I can barely utter a word. One of the doctors came over and stuck a needle in my arm. I'm used to it by now though... "have you learned better than to try to get out? Your not perfect yet." I nod quietly

Quite

I'm always quite.

But what else can I really do? I'll Never be perfect. I have feelings which ultimately- makes me a failure. These experiments arent just physical- they're mental as well. But I don't like talking about that...

Being the ultimate "hope"...but why? Why do they need an ultimate hope.

And why does it have to be me.

~•~•~time skip~•~•~

I stare at a wall, my arms hugged around my knees. I'm bored. The doctors finally left. Undescribly lucky yet short periods of time when tehyre gone Is the best part of my day. I'm scared and trapped and stuck here, but I'm not being tested on right this moment. I look around the room, nothing new or interesting. I lay, and think, about what the outside world must be like. All I can think of is blue skies, probably due to some memory as hajime. Blue skies and.....people? I decide not to dwell on it any longer. It's not important. Noting is important.

After 5 more minutes of nothingness I look up at the locked doors of this room. I'm not tied down right now, would they catch me if i tried...if I tried to get out.