Forbidden Love and Lust

Chapter 9.

Emily's Pov:

It's been about 2 months since me and Aaron became official. It's amazing, I'm over at his house pretty much all the time outside of cases. The team knows.

It seems to be going perfect.

We're just sitting on the couch watching some show Jack is forcing us to watch with him. He's laying with his head on my lap and I'm sitting right next to Aaron. My head on his shoulder as I play with Jack's hair.

At this point I'm pretty sure he's asleep, I look down and see that his eyes are shut. He looks exhausted.

Earlier today we took him to a dinosaur exhibit and he had a blast. He smiled the whole time, he got a Dino stuffed toy and some Dino candies. He met "Real Dinosaurs" and got to ride one as well. He ran around and laughed, he got to ride all kinds of fun rides. He ate all kinds of "Dino" foods. He got to play with a bunch of other little kids around his age. It was a blast, one of the most perfect days yet. I love seeing him and Aaron so happy.

If I'm being honest with myself I'm really enjoying being around all the time with him and Aaron. Although I think Jack may be catching on. He's been asking why I come around a lot more than I used to and why his daddy gets so excited before I come over, which was very cute to hear.

(Remember he's younger in this fic around age 5ish)

I look up at Aaron. "Hey" I say quietly not to disturb Jack. "Hey beautiful" He looks into my eyes and that's when I see it.

The lust. It sends a familiar feeling to my stomach. "Thank you for today.." I tell him as I look at his lips and then back into his eyes.

"It was perfect, Jack really loves you, ya know" He says with a smile which makes me smile.

He gets real close to my ear and whispers very quietly. "I think we should put him to bed so we can have some fun of our own. Don't you beautiful?" He gives me that sexy look like he's needy, it comes off as a bit angry.

This only turns me on more. "Y-yes I think we definitely should do that."

I pick Jack up and hold him in my arms. I carry him to his room and put him down softly into his bed.

He shifts around slowly waking up. "E-Emily?" I look at him and smile. "Yeah kiddo?" He looks up at me. "Are you my new mommy?"

I look at Aaron shocked and not knowing how to answer this. It's a very touchy subject, considering Hayley.

"Bud you have a mommy, that loves you very much.." I look back at him. "I know and I love her too but I can have two mommy's right?"

I look at Aaron for some help. He sits down on the side of Jack's bed. "Do you like Em?" He ask and Jack shakes his little head.

"Do you want her to be your mommy?" He asks. "Y-yeah.. is that bad?" Me and Aaron both shake our heads no.

"No bud of course not, mommy's not mad she wants you to be happy" Aaron explains and Jack smiles.

"So are we going to be a family now?" Jack asks. Aaron looks at me and I smile reassuringly. "Is that what you want Jack?" He asks. "Mhm! So Em IS my new mommy!" I smile.

"You don't have to call me that Jack, unless you're ready.." I explain to him and he smiles.

"I bet mommy is smiling at us!" Aaron looks at me, he's not really sad, more like, at peace.

"She most certainly is bud, now you get some sleep, well see you in the morning" Aaron says and kisses Jack's forehead.

We go to leave, turning on his nightlight and off his room light. "Love you guys" Jack says softly as he falls back asleep, we say it back and turn to leave and close the door softly.

Aaron looks at me with so much love in his eyes it amazed me. I take a moment to just admire him.

"What are you looking at?" He asks with a half smile. "You, you're just so handsome.. thank you.." I smile at him. "I love you Emily.."

Hotch's Pov:
"I love you Aaron" She replies to me and I pick her up and she wraps her legs around me. She giggles as I begin to take her to my room. "You should move in with me.." She looks into my eyes. "Really? B-but it's only been a few months.."

I smile, "I've also been in love with you for years, Em we don't have to do anything you're not ready for, I'm just saying, I love you being here and so does Jack"

I sit down on the bed with her now straddling me. "Most of your clothes are here and I'm happiest when you're around.."

She shuts me up by kissing me. "I would love to.." We both smile and she lays me down kissing me, I wrap my hand in her hair and one on her ass.

The door rings.

"Damnit" I say softly, and frustrated. "Who would be here this late without calling?" She asks but I have no clue. We get up together and walk to the door, I look through it and I can't see anyone.

(HEY!! sorry for the cliffhanger and short chapter! It'll be worth it though because The next chapter is pretty much fully written, I just have to finish it, which I'm going rn!)