2:31 a.m.
For being too forgiving
Even after the lies, the fibs that should have made me turn
but didn't and so I stayed
and I lied to myself instead
and it was so comfortable to create a reality where you really did care about me
in the same way, I did you
and if I could do it again
I'd double the amount just so it could sting
a little more when I left
and I told you that I meant what I said
when I said you were right
to not give me what I thought I deserved
because you were completely and utterly incapable of being selfless
.s
YOU ARE READING
it's 5 a.m. now
Poesiaa taste of everything that has made life a little more bitter and on rare occasions; a little sweeter | just an informal way to get thoughts out, i guess
