A Youtubers Uni

Cocoon

*Alfie's POV*

School was crap, and I dont mean the average level crap. I mean the full on crap.

During lunch Caspar and Conner went to visit Marcus and Niomi and the rest of us were left with our heads in our hands, hoping that something miraculous might happen and to be honest a part of me thought something would.

Zoe and Fern were sat at there tables whispering to each other subtly and Dan and Phil had gone home for lunch.

Our table now only consisted of one-word sentences and had only a couple of people occupying it, there was me, Finn, Joe and Troye. Ever since it happened we have all been a bit distant and Finn's barely uttered a word.

I bury my head into my bag and tense up, feeling as if I'm missing something, as if I haven't quite realised Jacks... Absence. Troye mutters something about heading of to music and Joe grunts in response, allowing him. I look up and see Finn staring over at the girls, he sees me looking and we lock eyes for a second.

Suddenly Finns eyes crinkle at the corners and his eyebrow furrow, his mouth drags downward and his lips tremble and he let's out a heartbreaking sob, shaking his shoulders and leaning over with clenched fists.

I rush around the table and bring my arms around him and he sniffs loudly, still crying with all his emotions blended into one.

Joe joins the hug and we cocoon him in our limbs softly. And Finn squeaks

"Jacks dead, He's gone" and it hits me too.

I feel and quick tear run down my cheek and I wipe it away swiftly. I have to be strong for Jack, And for Finn. Because if I'm not strong then no one is.

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Guys please read my NEW fanfic, its a Joe Sugg based one and I think you should read it because I'm lonely and you need it in life tbh [>'3']>