23. Wishes

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I can do it if I want
I cannot if I don't
But why do I feel like I'm still paying
To get access for your grant

Don't label me as your brand
I'm not on your beach for the sand
Let go of my hand
I can produce my own band

I am strong
I am bold
I am not digging for the gold
Just looking for a way
For the rage that I hold

Neither a healer
Nor a fawn
Just gotta hold myself together
Till the dawn
Not so easy
Not so hard
Once upon a time, I wished I had
My own yard

"we are together in this fight"?
Not a listener on my sight
Sit comfortably but bukle up tight
This roller-coaster might not end right

Fooling around taking dares
Wondering if anyone cares
Wasting myself for healing powers
While they think I'm made of flowers

I don't feel sorry
I don't regret
I don't wait for
Anybody to understand

None of my wishes
Has ever came true

I'm just wondering..
Maybe this one might..?

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