The start of a day
I'm awake
I wonder when i slept
I walk to a mirror
Saw a battered pumpkin
Tear strained cheeks
swollen eyes
couldn't fake a smile
On the living room
Mom won't speak a word..
I know she's afraid
She still thinks
I cried
because of her slap
She still thinks
I'm insane
I make the breakfast
To eat
But I'm not satisfied
so i make it again
This feeling..
people around me don't have an idea
Neither do i
Heart is pounding to get out
So does the brain
I feel like
I was caged inside this body
For a pretty long time
But this is not the first time
I gasp out of a bad dream
From a afternoon nap
And all i know is
My life is just the recap
Cuz i feel the same thing
Over and over again
Still
It managed to surprised me
each time
Tbh I'm really surpised
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The Clown Behind The Mask
PoetryThese are words inside my head I wanna cry out loud... call them poems I don't really care All I see were my tears so far Do you get it? may be not don't worry it's not your fault I couldn't sleep at night I'm cold My heart won't stop pounding, h...
