When we first met
You made me blush
When you are around
My blood start to rush
All my senses
Tells me to hush
I love you from the day we met
The very second I met you
From that very second
I knew
I shouldn't be falling for you
People gave me hope
I got my hopes high
Then I pull it down
I again got so high
This time
I had to beat myself
With a hammer
to Push me
And burry me underground
One day I said,
"I have a crush on you...
from the start but
Don't worry
I know...
I know we can't be together"
Your reply ...
I didn't really feel anything
I didn't feel a single thing
When you said that
you didn't want to...
But you thanked me
for loving you
But now it flashes in my mind
Again and again
You don't know how kind you are
You don't know how happy you can make others
You don't know you are special
You are a star
I am your moon
I reflect you
Though I can't reach you
Not everyone can be intelligent with no brain 😂😂
You hate killing ants
But you act like a badass
Just for fun
Just to make others laugh
Just to...make others fun of you
No one ever figured out
the way you act
They call you a perv and laughed
Like it's a matter of fact
No one ever known
How much it hurts you
They were precious to you
When you are to me
When you said
I'm precious to you,
You went far away
I'll wait..
I'll wait...
Not only because
you asked me to,
Not only because
I made a promise
I'll wait...
Even if it is a longest wait,
Even if it is a loneliest wait,
Even if it is a painful wait,
I'm waiting only for you.
They said ,
there is something more
than a star
Named supernova
What if you are my supernova
And I only saw a part of you?
They said when there is a sun ,
Moon doesn't matter...
You actually wouldn't have apologized to me,
If I never mattered...
When I said I'm bipolar,
You said that I'm lonely and
Said that I need more hugs
I wanted to hug you
And cry all I want
On your shoulders
Nobody ever knew
That you were the start
of my new world
It's beautiful
When you are finally ready
Ready to give your heart
to someone
And when you look up
Your heart is already theirs
I don't know
What I am
I don't know
Where I am
But I do know
Whatever I am
Wherever I am
I'll be yours
And Only yours
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The Clown Behind The Mask
PoetryThese are words inside my head I wanna cry out loud... call them poems I don't really care All I see were my tears so far Do you get it? may be not don't worry it's not your fault I couldn't sleep at night I'm cold My heart won't stop pounding, h...
