Beginnings

Chapter 8.You and I

Louis POV:I keep having the same dream it won't ever leave me till everything has been fixed...
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My mum says "you need to leave Bella she's not good for you as soon as you get here money leave her..or else never come back!" The words play in my head like a sickening beat, "dad do you agree to this?!" I ask pleading "it's for the better son,she's no good for you,you can do better." The same slow reply of my father just siding with my mother for the sake of it. "Sure,I don't need her anyway." I didn't mean that but I felt the need to say that even though the truth was I did need her,"I'm glad you agree we were nervous to say it,so remember you are going to get married to get half her money and riches then divorce her when the time is right!" But instead of arguing which I should of done I just said "yup,I know." I wasn't going to go through with it another plan was going through my mind marry Bella then runaway together..because after all this time I never realised just how money hungry they were.... And my mum said "I've set you up with a lovely girl instead who's normal!" And the words cut like a knife Bella can't help her past she can't change who she is she's perfect,flaws and all because that's what makes people human but Bella is not anyone she's the perfect person I've ever meet and I fall for her so much it hurts but instead of defending my one and only I sided with my mother instead of course(what the hell is wrong with me)"course mother can't wait to meet her." I say with an extremely fake smile and fake joy which makes my guts turn at the thought.For some reason my mum and dad always saw Bella as sub human like she didn't belong and she was not real just a way for me to get money but what they didn't understand was what I felt for her, no money nor thing could change what I feel for her at first I'll be honest,I did it for the money but I didn't realise Bella would get to me the way she did she conceals my every thoughts,she makes me wanna be a better person..she saw good in me when no one else would she was there for me when no one else was and even when I first saw her I felt something so different and unexplainable that I had never felt for anyone before...Bella changed me for the better and she made me crazy for her in everything,I sound insane just explaining it.After what I said though it made me feel sick and suddenly I get a bad feeling the feeling that something is off and I see my mum grin a wicked smile as she looks past me and I know what has happened but I'm almost to frozen to move,but slowly I turn to find the one person I would never want to hear that.....Bella..(why is she down here I told her to stay in my room just for now while I talked to my parents about changing there mind about us...oh no us she thinks I don't love her) I look at her up and down she's shaking from head to toe,biting down on her lip to keep it from quivering her eyes are stained in red and she has something in her hand as soon as we meet in a gaze she turns footsteps pacing quickly in the opposite direction as far from me as possible probably, I yell "Bella!!" And run after her but she's so fast,I suddenly stop were she dropped the item it's a red rose with a card that says 'I love you always and no matter how far apart you shall always remain in my heart." Sincerely Bella..and all of a sudden I'm caught off guard and cringe at the thought of the pain she's feeling I must get to her but as I continue to run after her with the items in my hand I find no trace of her she's gone forever and I'm alone once again but this time I shall never heal the pain of a broken heart for both me and her and I kneel on my knees and weep for her screaming her names into the heavens making a vowel of my everlasting love for her but once again no one answers....
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I awake to find my self screaming awake in a large pool of sweat..my throat is parched and I can still see her slipping from me in my mind it shall never leave me it shall haunt me forever probably even when I'm dead.This thing I've done is a curse for my lie and shame but suddenly I remember she returned to me yesterday but only she wasn't mine...

Authors note:(plz tell me what you thought of this btw next chapter shall resume where it was last chapter sorry I haven't been writing in ages but I haven't been getting any comments to keep writing so I didn't know if you cared or anything plz tell me if you think Blouia(Bella+Louis) deserves another chance and did you like that or was it too predictable plz comment and like so I can have ideas and know if you like it and I might even add any requested characters into the book and sorry if there's any mistakes I'm trying my best..hopefully I don't run outta songs for my chapter names if you have noticed I've been doing that mainly trying to do one direction song titles haha..sorry this was long) Taliah :)