Gay Chicken (kagehina)

Chapter 5

I stood waiting outside the locker room so I couldn't hear Kageyama orgasam for the first time. After about 5 minutes Kageyama came out of the locker room, his face bright red. "Hey wait what happened to your jacket?" His face became even more red "it um.. got a little dirty.. but that doesn't matter right now! Can you please just explain what just happened?" "yeah.... come on lets go sit. This may take a while..." 

(You can skip this next paragraph if you want it's just for people who are a bit confused)

A boner= when a male gets sexually aroused and his penis gets hard and longer 

An orgasam = when a person has a good time during sex (this results in cumming) 

Cum = semen/sperm 

Masterbation = the touching or playing with of a penis, vagina, or nipples for pleasure or orgasam 

Dildo = a fake penis used for either self pleasure or for girl on girl sex (occasionally boy on boys will do this too but its uncommon) 

Clit = short for clitoris, most females touch this part of the vulva for self pleasure instead of putting something in the vagina (google the parts if you want I don't wanna type em because its not important to this story)

Top = this person (if male) puts his penis inside of the bottom (whether its the bottoms mouth, vagina, or butthole)  if female, this person is the one using a strap-on dildo or is on top of the bottom rubbing their clit against the the bottoms clit 

Bottom = this person receives the tops penis or clit/dildo and is often the one who gives blowjobs (BJ's for short) 

Blowjob = the sucking of a penis *never actually blow!!* 

Horny = the intense wanting of sex. Often makes a person uncomfortable, aggressive, flirty, and/or jittery

Turned on = when a person makes someone horny 

"S-so do you understand everything now..?" I sat there in silence, my face bright red. My throat was so try I could barely speak so I just nodded "how did you not know any of this? Didn't you get a sex-ed class? Or gotten curious and watched porn?" "My mom didn't let me go to the sex-ed class, and she blocked all porn websites. But I only know because she told me, I never really felt the need to do those types of things. But now that I have... I don't think I'll be able to hold back anymore" Hinata's face became somewhat red "are you okay?" "Kind of.. would you judge me if I told you that I got kinda turned of by you doing um.. that?" "I-I turned you o-on?!" The orange haired boy nodded and I felt my face get red. "Then.. why don't we go inside the locker room.." Hinata's eyes widened, I reached over and grabbed Hinata through his pants. He softly moaned but slapped my hand away. I was confused did he not want this even though he literally just said that I turned him on?! "Oh, hi Suga!" He said standing up "what are you boys doing out here? We were waiting for you to come back and the team was getting worried" he threw a glance at me and I silently begged him not to say what had happened in the past 20 minutes "o-oh.. we were just talking and got a bit distracted, sorry Suga! We'll come back now" he said bowing "I feel like I interrupted something here so I'm going to go so you can finish your conversation. But come back in a maximum of 10 minutes!" "Thank you Suga senpai!!" 

"Um Hinata?" "Yeah kages?" "I feel like we should address that we would have had sex if Suga didn't come.." I felt my face heat up "its not like it would have changed anything between us right? It would have just been a meaningless one time thing, b-because we're both straight. And besides, it was only on the table because we both happened to be horny.... so lets just forget this ever happened, deal?" Kageyama stood "deal.." "but um.. before we go back I gotta go do something.." "wait do what??" I stood with my head down my face bright red as I stared at the bulge in my pants "oh- uh........... yeah go um- deal with that. I'll just tell them that you had to go to the bathroom." "Thanks Kags.. even though you don't usually show it, you're a good friend!"

We're both straight. You're a good friend! The words rang in my head as I walked back to the gym. He's straight. I've known it this whole time but.. now that I've taken down the wall around my heart and realized how much I care for Hinata.. the words pierced like a knife in my heart.. a tear streamed down my face and before I knew it, I was sobbing like a child. I furiously swiped at the tears to no avail. It hurt too much to known that Hinata would never feel the same.. "Kageyama? Are you okay?" I sniffled and tried to regain my posture "I'm fine.. I just got something in my eye.." Sugawara pulled me into an awkward hug because I'm so much taller but it didn't matter, if felt nice to know someone cared "do you wanna talk about it..?" He asked gently. I broke the hug and hesitated "have you ever.. thought you hated someone but then realized that you actually love them? Only to have it shoved in your face that they could never like you back because they're straight?" "Well.. not exactly. I did catch feelings towards my best friend one time though.. I haven't confessed yet because they say that they don't have time for  a relationship right now, so I guess I know how you feel" I felt my eyes get teary again and hugged Suga senpai tightly once more sobbing into his shoulder. He held my head stroking my hair until I calmed down. "Do you want to go back to the gym or just go home?" "I wont really be able to focus while I'm upset so I may as well just go home and try to get myself together for tomorrow" "what do you want me to tell the team? They'll probably be curious why you're leaving early" "just tell them I feel unwell, it's technically the truth" Suga started to walk back to the gym "see you tomorrow?" "Yeah.." "it probably doesn't mean much coming from me but, I hope you feel better about this soon" "thanks.." 

Oop- this chapter is kinda long and sad- just so you know, Kageyama is going to be sad for a few chapters but then he wont and there will be fluff 'n stuff but for know enjoy some angst ;/