Do I love him?

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Btw  I know this gif isn't alex and meredith but pretend it is because I couldn't find one of them👆👆

Meredith's POV:
I couldn't believe it.
Alex karev, my best friend, my person, kissed me.
I told myself we're just friends.
Aren't we?
I didn't know anymore.
My head was spinning.
But I liked the kiss.
It was different from Derek's, who's was rough and sometimes didn't mean anything.
I couldn't stop thinking about it all day. I wanted to tell someone about it.
Even cristina. But I couldn't.
How would she react?
Would she be pissed?
I avoided alex all day thoughI felt bad about it.
"Hey mer" said cristina.
"Oh hey" I replied.
"Is something wrong"
"No why?"
"You seemed weird earlier"
"Oh I-i did?"
Shit! I really hope she didn't find out.
"Are you sure you're ok?"
"Fuck it, I have to tell someone".
She looked at me confused.
"I may have kissed someone".
"Who?"
"Alex".
"Wait, you mean evil spawn kissed you".
I nodded.
"You mean like on the cheek, right".
"No".
"On the lips?"
I nodded.
She froze and stared.
"I need to visualize this".
"Cristina!"
"Well, was he good".
I looked down at the floor.
"That good,huh".
"Well, I mean he was better than derek".
"Ok I'll give him that".
"Wait, did you guys do anything more than that?".
"What, no!".
"Wow, first the vet, then mcdreamy, now evilspawn, meredith grey, what would your mother say".
"Funny" I said sarcasticly.
"Did he say anything?"
"He told me he loved me".
"You kissed alex karev".
"I kissed alex karev".



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