𝐴𝑠𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 ❦ 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙖 𝙋𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙗𝙞𝙤

66

Chapter 66
Monday January, 23
Ok im in my room

Lyn's pov

"Hey I'm leaving make sure you eat ight"
Marcos said while shaking me

"Ok i will"
I replied then he left
Mom had to work early today because she left early last nigh
Because of me
I feel numb
And disgusting
I had a nightmare last night
It was about them doing that to me again
But this time there was no one there to save me or help me
I just laid there and cried
Cried out for help but nobody could hear me

*KNOCK KNOCK*

Some one knocked on the door downstairs so i got up and walked downstairs
I looked through the peep hole in the door
Amd saw josh
I unlocked the door and opened it

"Hey josh i haven't see in you in a while"
I said while opening the door wider so he could come in

"Ya um your mom wanted me to come watch you eat"
He said
And i kept my forced smile on my face

"Ok"
Is all i said as i walked over to the fridge
And opened it and too out a apple and some water

"That's all your gonna eat?"
Josh said

No I'm a fat ass tf
"Yea for breakfast yeah"
I lied

"Oh well you should be fine I'll just go"
He said and I nodded my head and he left
I put the apple back in the fridge along with the water
And went back upstairs and went to my bathroom and started to brush my teeth
Then got ready for a shower

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I got out of the shower and walked out of my room and I to my dresser and got some sweatpants and a sports bra and some Nike socks and then walked Over to my bed and dried off and put lotion on and sprayed perfume on my clothes and put them on and some deodorant too then walked down stairs and Sat on the couch
And watched tv until i felt my eyes get heavy and i drifted off to sleep

Mattia's pov

"Hello?"
I said to Marcos to thru the phone as we walked

"Hey um so today like right now I'm going home to make sure she eats"

"Ok what does that have to do with me?"

"You didn't let me finish dipshit"

"Sorry geez"

"Ok tell brook and that other girl that their going tomorrow and then ale is going on Wednesday and then kai is on Thursday and your going on friday"

"No I'm not going she doesn't want to see-"

"I don't give a flying crap who she wants to see if my sister doesn't eat on friday I'm killing you"

"Ok ok I'll tell em"

"Thank you"
He said then hung up

"Um marcos said that brook and anna are going to lyns house tomorrow to make sure she eats and the ale the next day then kai then me"
I said

"Ok"
They all said

Lyn's pov

"Wake up!"
Marcos yelled while shaking me

"What!"

"Did you eat breakfast?"
He said while sitting next to me

"Ya josh came and watched me"

"What did you eat?"

"Toast"
I lied

"Ok good here i got you food"
While handing me panda express

"Ok eat"
Marcos said

"Your just gonna sit there and watch me?"

"Ya i already ate.. now it's your turn"
He said and i just awkwardly eat in front of him
I tried my best to hold my gag the whole time
But i did gag once

"What happened"

"It smells weird"
I said
And kept eating

"I'm done"

"Ok well i have to go back bye"
He said while giving me a hug and leaving
I made sure he was gone and i went upstairs and into my bathroom closed and locked the door

⚠️️TW⚠️

I leaned over the toilet and put my two fingers down my throat causing myself to gag I did it over and over again till I started to throw up
I threw up untill i felt empty
And went and rinse my mouth out with mouthwash

And stood there in the mirror i started to break down and cry
I went to put the mouth wash in the cabinet and i took a glance at to the right and saw a blade
I didn't know that was in there
Lemme put it in the trash
I picked it up and looked at it for a little

I shouldn't
It's wrong
And I don't want my mom to find out
It will hurt her even more
But what if she doesn't find out
As. Long as i don't pick at it it should be gone in a week or so

I put the blade up to my arm and slowly drug it across my arm as i winched in pain
Blood then started to flow out of the cut quickly so i
Quickly did one more time and washed off the blade and threw it back kn the cabinet
And then i turned the water on and run my wrist under it
I quickly patted it dry snd walked out

"I'm home Lyn!!"
My mom yelled while shutting the front door

"Ok I'm in my room"

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A/n:
Tune in to see what happens next time on Asshole ~Mattia Polibio
Just a warning the next couple of chapters are gonna be about "lyn" having trouble with her eating just a little heads up but um i hope you have a great day bye luvs 🌹