Chapter 57
OkMattia's pov
We were all hanging out it's about ot be new years
So were all getting ready to count down"You ready"
Lyn said"Yes"
I said
I really need drugs god she took em all and threw them away she said she'd give me my money back but i don't want money i want the drugs"Here"
She said while holding one of the thingys that you blow into and it makes a lot of noise(Idk What that shit is called)
"Thanks"
I said"Hey new year new you you don't need drugs your stronger than that"
She said while smiling and tapping me on the shoulder
I could get lost in her smile
She's so nice to me
For no reason
At all
I'm not always nice to her
But I really do care for her
She means the world to me
And I don't even know why
I can't see her get hurt
Especially by Jacob
But She doesn't listen to me
She says she will but she doesn't"Thanks"
I said while smiling back"5!....4!....3!....2!....1!"
Everybody yelled and i blew my thing or whatever and i looked at everybody but they were looking behind me so i turned around duh
And I saw lyn and Jacob kissing
I- I.... I feel..... Hurt
My hart hurts
I feel like i want to cry
But i don't know why
The last time i felt like this was when Mark slept with gen
But Anyways he pulled away and lyn was blushing"Um- lyn i have to ask you a question"
Jacob said"Yes"
She said"Will you be my girlfriend?"
He said and she started smiling big"Yes of course!"
She said and they hugged
I felt like i was gunna throw up"I'm tired"
I said while looking back at themKai's pov
I can see the hurt in his eyes he looks defeated
He looks drained
I just wished he would've realized sooner
Before it was too late"Ok let's go guys"
I said"I'll take her home you guys go without us"
Jacob said
And i nodded his head
We were walking away"Bye goodnight!"
Lyn yelled while smiling and waving
And we all turned and waved except mattia he stared for a little then walked away with us
We got in the car and mattia sat in the back with ale and Brook
And I started driving"Are You ok?"
Brook asked while her and ale rubbed his back"No.... I can feel my hart beat in my throat"
He said while looking at the road
Poor baby"Do you know why you feel the way you do?"
I asked
And he shook his head no"Because you like her..... But now it's too late"
I said
And thru the rear view mirror i saw him squint his eyes like he was trying to figure it out
Then he realized
But then it turned into sadness
And a tear dropped"Now i understand what my mom said but now it's too late"
He said wiping his face and laying his head on Brooks shoulder
And she hugged him and rubbed his shoulder
Which is surprising because the don't always get along"I not just saying this because i like you and Lyn better together but Jacob gives me a weird feeling in my stomach"
Brook said"RIGHT!!"
Ale said tbh same"I know but she won't listen to me and she can not key word 'NOT' know what happened in this car ok?"
Mattia"Ok"
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A/n:
Tune in to see what happens next time on Asshole ~Mattia Polibio
Ahh does Jacob give y'all a weird feeling cuz he sure do give me one butt how do y'all feel about their relationship lemme know but anyways i hope you have a good day bye luvs🌹

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Fanfiction⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS STORY CONTAINES: Sexual content, strong language, self harm, eating disorder, r@pe, abuse, substance/drug(s), panic attack(s), and manipulation/mental abuse So if you are sensitive to any of those topics or don't like any of tho...