Namjoon opens the door with the spared key Jungkook has given him and let himself and Seokjin in the room. Seokjin who's quiet along the way follows into the house and then heads to Jungkook's Hyung's room.
After closing the room door, Namjoon initiates the conversation.
Namjoon: "Hyung, do you wanna wash up first or shall I?"
Seokjin without looking back at him, answers while knelt down beside his opened luggage.
Seokjin: "You go first."
Namjoon abruptly nods and gets his things and leaves to the shower.
Seokjin sits down onto the floor. With blank expression, he recalls Namjoon's words and then slowly closes his eyes. "Isn't this what I've wanted? But what if he changes his mind? He says he loves me but ....... is it real?"
Seokjin who's heard 'I love you' from a lot of people and yet left alone after a time, struggles himself to trust Namjoon. He lifts his head up and inhales and exhales slowly, "Will he stay by my side and be together like he said? Well...... Joon, the difference from others and you is that I love you so much too. I couldn't wish more that you truly love me without a change of mind. Because I truly love you so much. I can't....... I don't think I can live without you."
Seokjin's thoughts are interrupted as Namjoon comes out of the shower.
Namjoon: "Hyung, go get shower. It's getting late."
Seokjin grabs his clothes and towels, gets up and walks to the shower. Namjoon moves aside giving way to Seokjin. Seokjin walks pass and enters the shower. Namjoon sighs as he hears the door locked.
He slowly walks towards the bed, put on his nightwear clothes and stares at the empty bed. "Will he be alright to share the bed? Hyung is very reserved. And he hasn't given me the answer too. *heavy sigh* I guess I'll just sleep on the living room couch." As decided, Namjoon gets one pillow and then walks out of the room to the couch. He leans the pillow onto the arm of the couch. The couch is not so big compared to his height but as it's only one night, he will settle with it. He lies down keeping his long legs bent. He looks at the white ceiling where the street light is dimly shines on. He lets out a big sigh and takes out his phone to see. As usual, he opens his photo gallery which is full of Seokjin's photos. He scrolls and smiles as most photos are that of Seokjin eating or playing games/guitar. "I'll try my best Hyung, until I can win your heart, I'll try no matter how hard it is. I love you, Seokjin Hyung."
Seokjin unlocks the shower door and peeks into the room. He sees the empty bed.
Seokjin: "Where is he......?"
As he mumbles to himself, he walks out from the shower room and then wanders in the small room.
Seokjin: "And why is one pillow missing......?"
Seokjin, in doubt, opens the bedroom door lightly and looks out to the living room. He sees Namjoon in the dark, where the screenlight from the handphone shining onto his face, and his body curled up on the couch. Seokjin lets out a sigh.
Seokjin: "Is he planning to break another couch or what......?"
He opens the door wider to let himself out but at the same time, he gulps as the scene of the night where Namjoon broke the couch at home pops into his mind.
He tiptoes to Namjoon. Namjoon sees him walking towards him, sits up.
Namjoon: "Oh Hyung, I'm ok here. I'll make myself comfortable. Don't worry about me. Go get sleep already."
Namjoon tells Seokjin in a whispered voice with his dimples. Seokjin lets out a small sigh, and replies.
Seokjin: "Don't be like that. Come inside."
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You Never Walk Alone (NamJin, TaeKook, YoonMin & Hobi)
Fanfiction"Different people meet one another for different reasons, many of which serves beautiful purposes." Seven boys, exhibiting unique charms of their own, stay together while unfolding the realms of their worlds, in a dorm they fatefully share
