The next morning you woke up around 8am you didn't have to get up till 10am but you couldn't go to sleep so you got up and you strech and you noticed you still have your dress on from last night and you walked out of the other room and you grabbed clothes and you got a t shirt on and jean shorts and sneakers and you put your hair into a high pony tail and the bus was moving you said "where we going to today"? you asked the bus driver he said "Hershey PA next to Hershey park" you nod your head and then you noticed no Carlos or James was up so you just went on the couch and was watching tv and you were watching Big Time Rush show you were watching it and you thought Carlos character was funny on the show you laughed at some parts, then after an episode you went and got breakfast which was good. Then you put make - up on and then you noticed it was 9pm then you noticed Carlos up and he yawned and said "morning" you smiled and said "morning" Carlos sat next to you on the couch and said "what happened last night why were crying"? you said "my cheek still hurt that's all" you lied and Carlos said "oh is it better"? you said "yeah it just stings little but i'm good thanks" Carlos said "your welcome just glad you okay" So you and Carlos were talking then James come in around 9:45am i said "morning" he nod his head and Carlos said "hangover"? James nod and said "really bad i think i got really drunk last night" you said "well you did make out with a girl" James said "i did was she hot"? Carlos said "well yeah i guess" James nod and said "nice anyway i'm getting changed" Carlos said "okay" James nod and took avil for his hangover and he grabbed clothes and went into the bathroom and you said "so you guys are playing at Hershey Pa today right next to Hershey Park" Carlos nodded and said "nice" you said "yeah" Then Carlos said "hey we should hangout tonight you wanna"? you smiled and said "sure" Carlos said "okay since were staying at Hershey a night let's go after the concert" you said "sounds cool" Carlos said "okay i am going to get ready" Then James came out of the bathroom with casual clothes on and Carlos grabbed clothes and went into the bathroom, and you walked into your little bed and grabbed your little notebook that you had you always write things that happen in concerts hiding it from everyone it was like your little diary. You wrote this : Today is the day Carlos asked me to go out with tonight to "hangout" what does that mean? i mean i like Carlos so much and hopefully he knows! :)
Then you hid it on the self and you walked out and sat on the couch Then Carlos comes out with casual clothes with hat on you thought he looked really hot. Then Carlos smiled and said "hiya" you said "hi" then James came in the room and said "look what on the radio"! Then James put the radio on and it was Elevate by big time rush Carlos said "that's awesome" James said "a minute ago they were talking about our concert tonight" you said "you guys are famous" James said "we don't really call us as famous just 4 dorks on a bus living out our dream" you said "nice" James said "we do it for our rushers we love them" you said "aw you guys are so sweet" Carlos said "yeah" James started Elevate and so did Carlos and you did too and you guys were dancing it was fun. Then around 11am you guys got at Hershey Pa next to Hersey Park Carlos said "guys let's go to Hershey Park"! James said "we are" Carlos yelled "woo hoo"! you said "all the windows down" Carlos laughed and said "really"? you said "yeah" Carlos smiled and you made a funny face at him. Carlos said "let's go"! The bus stopped and Carlos right away went off the bus and you walked off the bus with James and you met up Kendall and Logan and you all went to Hershey Park and you guys went on rides and it was so much fun then you guys got something to eat, then you went on more rides after you stomach settle down, then you guys were taking pictures and you tweeted: Hershey Park with my Btr guys! so much fun! :D then you post some of the pics you took on instagram and twitter and then it was around 4pm and you guys had to go on the bus. Then around 4:30pm, then you guys went to the statium around that time and went backstage and you got changed into your work outfit then you and the guys went to the backstage and talked for little then at 5pm the guys did meet and greet then at 7pm they came back and the opening act went on and the guys went to get changed and they came back and Carlos said "aw look at (yn) working" Kendall said "so cute" Logan said "our little (yn) working hard" James laughed and you said "shut up" they all laughed and Kendall and the guys were warming up their vocial chores and you laughed cause it was pretty funny Carlos laughed then and said "stop (yn) your messing me up"! you said "how"? Carlos said "cause your laugh is funny and it makes me laugh" you said "really i thought it was annoying" Carlos said "no way not annoying funny laugh" you smiled and said "thanks Carlos" then he made a funny face and you laughed and Carlos lightly punched your arm and said "stop it"! and he laughed and you said "you made the funny face" Carlos said "okay okay ill stop" you nod and he continues his vocial chores warming them up. you said "remember bring water bottle with you" Carlos said "okay" you smiled and then it was 8pm and the guys went out there and hugged you before they went off. So you working in the tech room as usual then you working by yourself and you usual just watch the concert and do effects. Then you see the board on the top was about to break and end of the show the guys jump off of it they go on it last song for it so you said "oh no" you put your head set on and clicked to channel and said "code red code red board is loose and it is about to break we need someone to hold it for the last song" the other said "okay" you rolled your eyes and said "okay" then the guys came back to get changed then they went on. Then it was there last song you ran as fast as you can to the hallway and got into center backstage and siad "i need someone to cover tech room and you and you come with me" someone ran backstage to the tech room and two tough guys came with you and you went backstage of stage and you slid under the board and so did the two guys each was besides you and you held it till each one of them jumped off then you heard a bang which means it was over so you both ran backstage and everyone clapped and you nod your head and then you were helping packing everything up to the truck then after you got on the bus as you were about to pass the bus you bumped into a girl and said "sorry" she said "no it's okay um is Carlos Pena here"? you said "yeah he's-" then Carlos came up behind you and said "Becca"? and she said "hey Carlos" Carlos hugged Becca and said "i missed you so much" Becca said "i missed you too" Then he kissed her and that just broke you heart Carlos has a girlfriend!? Carlos said "oh (yn) this is Becca she's my girlfriend" Becca said "nice to meet you" you nod your head and said "you too" Carlos said "oh (yn) we have to the hangout some other time i forgot she was coming" Carlos wrapped his arms around her and she smiled and you couldn't take it so you nod your head and said "i'm going on the bus" Carlos pressed his lips on his cheeks and said "i love you Becca" she said "love you too Carlos" then you walked away crying sliently then you went into the other room and shut the door and started crying you couldn't take him dating someone else i guess he didn't feel anything about you. Then you heard a knock and a voice said "(yn) are you okay"? you said "i'm okay" it was Kendall and he said "no your not i hear you crying tell me what's wrong" you opened the door and Kendall said "i had to get medicine here and i hear you crying what's wrong"? you said "i can't say" Kendall said "maybe if you tell me it would make you feel better"? you said "probley not" Kendall said "come on" you sighed and you trust Kendall and said "fine shut the door" Kendall shut the door and Kendall sat next to you and Kendall put his arm around you and said "now tell me what's wrong"? you said "you can't tell anyone and i mean promise"? Kendall said "i promise" you said "i have feelings for Carlos" Kendall said "oh that's cute" you said "thanks but he's got a girlfriend" Kendall said "oh yeah they been sneaking around cause of you know paprazzi" you said "how long they been dating"? Kendall said "4 months now" you said "oh anyway but that's why i'm upset so yeah if you tell anyone or the guys i will hunt you" Kendall said "i won't i promise i think you and Carlos would be a perfect couple anyway just saying" you smiled and said "thanks Kendall" Kendall said "yeah anyway i'm going to bed i'll cya in the morning okay"? you nod then Kendall hugged you and he left and you shut the door and was watching tv then you were getting a drink then you see Carlos and Becca kissing you thought it was disguesting you made a fake cough and Carlos looked up and said "opps someone in here" you went to get a drink and you see Carlos arms around Becca's waist you couldn't look then you thought you were about to cry but you held it in till a tear came out and you whipped it quickly and you drank the water and slammed the water glass in the sink then it break and you said "opps sorry" then you cleaned up the glass and put it in the trash and Carlos said "(yn) are you okay"? you said "fine" then you went into the door and slammed the door shut and then you laying on the couch and then an hour later you hear your door beening opened and you see it's Carlos he said "i just wanted to say goodnight" you said "night" Carlos said "what was your problem eariler why were you so mad and i saw you crying again why"? you sighed and said "it doesn't matter anyway" Carlos said "yeah it does your my friend and i care" you sighed and said "you have no idea Carlos okay"! Carlos said "no idea about what" you yelled "YOU HAVE NO IDEA I STAND HERE OKAY"! Carlos said "i have no idea what your talking about" you yelled "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU MAKE ME MORE UPSET ANYWAY"! Carlos said "what are you talking about i am making you upset"? You yelled "JUST YOU HAVE NO IDEA I STAND HERE AND IT MAKES ME MORE UPSET OKAY"! Carlos said "but tell me why and stop yelling" you said "i can't okay" Carlos said 'can't what" you said "i can't say just leave" Carlos sighed and rolled his eyes and just left and slammed the door shut. It kills you everytime you can't tell him because your scared.
