So you were looking at the sky and just looking at the clouds thinking then you grabbed your dads army dog tag around your neck and closed your eyes and then a flashed back happened it was you and your dad he was cooking and you put the radio on and you guys would danced then laugh and then you got another one was you when you were younger holding hands with your dad hiking and then you felt someone tap you and you turned around and see Kendall and you said "yeah"? Kendall said "I been calling your name" you said "sorry didn't hear you" Kendall said "oh just were done recording its been like 3 hours" you said "yeah um I need to go for a drive tell pat I'm using his white van since we don't need it okay"? Kendall said "but we start soon like in an hour it's 5" you said "yeah I know I'll be back" then you ran to the bus and grabbed the van keys and ran to the van and unlocked the doors and got in the van and started the car and drove off then you turned on the radio and you and your dads song came on it was you're my best friend by queen and you started crying and you said "why why why"!!!!!! Then you were driving down the empty highway and you pulled over to the side and you slammed your hands on the wheel and you stopped the car then you started crying then your phone was ringing and you see it was Becca she called and you answered and said "what"? Becca said "hey where are you"? You choked out "why does it matter nobody cares"! Becca said "I do girl what's wrong"? You said "I can't deal with the pain that's going on right now I can't take it anymore" Becca said "(yn) where are you"? You said "it doesn't matter by Becca" then you hanged up the phone and you got out of the van and started crying and you see a stick then you grabbed a pocket knife out of your pocket and was sharping the stick then it was pointy then you put your pocket knife back and you were just looking at the stick and you whispered "I can't deal with the pain anymore" then you were just looking at it then you hear another car honked then you turned around and see Becca and Carlos then they parked and got out of the car and you backed away and Becca said "what the heck (yn) are you doing"? You whispered "leave me alone" Carlos said "we were worried sick about you" you said "how did you find me"? Becca said "iPhone tracker"? You looked at Carlos and screamed "YOU TRACKED ME DOWN CAN'T PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE"! Carlos said "babe stop" you said "I can't deal with the pain anymore" Becca was crying right now and screamed "do you wanna loose everything you have your family your friends and boyfriend (yn) everyone is here for you just don't act like this" you said "but my dad was my world now I lost him and you know what I can't get him back"! Carlos said "he's with you and would he want you to do this please honey don't do this if I loose you I loose everything please stop"! Then you see tears in his eyes and they were flowing down then you didn't know what to do so you ran off then you hear someone run after you and you kept running then you went to a lake and you stopped then throw the stick into the water then you felt someone bump into you and it was Carlos you turned around and said "you came for me"? Carlos said "any second any minute any hour any day any month any year I'm here for you always baby you mean everything to me I love you so much my heart beats for you faster every time I see you and when I see you pain I'm in pain cause I never wanna see you like this I love you" you said "we'll I don't need this then" then you throw the pocket knife in the water and Carlos touched your face and you grabbed on to his shirt and hugged him tight and he hugged you too tightly and said "don't ever scare me like that again okay and were getting help for you anxiety problems okay"? You nod your head and said "okay" Carlos whipped his tears away and you said "I love you" he said "always and forever" and he grabbed your face and kissed your forehead and you walked out with him and Becca see you guys come out and Becca runs up and hugs you tightly and said "geez (yn) don't scare me like that again" you said "sorry it was my anxiety" Becca nodded and Carlos passed the keys to Becca and said "you drive back ill drive back (yn)" Becca said "okay" then she ran off then got into the van and you said "ew I'm ugly when I cry" Carlos said "no you don't you look beautiful no matter what" he grabbed your hand and kissed your cheeks then you went into the van and then Carlos twined his fingers into yours and you used a picture on in your phone photos one on the beach his arms around your waist and you both smiling then caption said: from meeting this amazing person 5 years ago then becoming tour buddies then becoming best friends Carlos your my savior and I'm glad that you are my other half from the smiles to the downy days I know you will always be mine and I love you very much in believing in me and making me laugh when I needed the most so I say thank you :)
Then You tagged Carlos in the pic and we were at a stop sign and he read it and had the biggest smile and he leaned in to you and said "I love you baby" you smiled and he kissed you with passion then you hear a honk and you giggle and Carlos said "come on I was kissing my girl can't I guy get a break around here huh"!!!! You laughed and so did Carlos then you relized Carlos was your one and only..........
