So around 430 you opened your eyes and realized you feel asleep crying and you woke up and walked into the bathroom and checked your face and you put water on it and see your eyes red and you sighed and you walked out and you went into your little room and you got your work shirt on and your hair was in a high pony tail and you got your cargo shorts and you got your high top shoes on and you wore little make up and you grabbed your mic and you were behind backstage of the back so you didn't have to go to work till 6pm so you just watched tv for an hour you weren't in a good mood either cause of what happened this morning you didn't feel like going to work either but you had to so you stuck it up! Then around 6pm you got off the bus and you walked towards into the backstage then you got there at 6pm you were in the center area tonight making sure the guys go on in time while Becca saw you and smiled and said "hey bud" you looked up and said "hey" you nod your head and Becca said "you okay"? You said "yeah I'm fine" you lied cause you didn't want her to question about what happen this morning plus you didn't wanna tell her Becca said "okay" then you were looking over paper work which was boring but whatever then at 630pm you were setting up stuff for tonight concert then at 7pm it start the opening acts as playing now and Scott said "hey (yn) check on the guys see if they need anything" you nod your head and you walked down the hallway and you opened the door and said "hey you guys okay do you need anything"? James said "I'm okay" Kendall said "I'm okay" Carlos said "I'm good" Logan said "me too" you said "we'll you go on in an hour at 730 get warmed up and 755 get out here and line up at 755 sharp no lateness Logan" you looked at him and Logan said "hey it's only been couple times"! You looked at him and Logan said "fine" then you said "okay well if you need me ill be out here" Kendall nod his head and said "we will do" then you shut the door and you walked down the hallway and sat on the couch and was doing some paperwork then you were doing the guys reports because you had to for their concerts performances and you came up to Carlos paper and you sighed and you closed your eyes and you got the flashback Carlos and you at the park the first time he kissed you and then all of the sudden you got the flashback of him saying I used you and it repeated over and over and you opened your eyes and you see a tear rolling down your face and you quickly whipped it then all of the sudden you see Logan leaning on the wall and he said "are you okay"? You said "yeah I'm fine what did you need"? Logan said "help with the tie"? You said "can't Denna do it"? Denna is their clothier for helping for tour with their outfits . Logan said "Denna said she's busy with Kendall outfit" you got up and said "come here" then Logan came over to you and you helped him with his tie and Logan said "so are you and Carlos done"? You nod your head and Logan said "Carlos told us you know Carlos is really regret about what he did he didn't wanna hurt you" you said "we'll if he didn't wanna hurt me he shouldn't done that to me" Logan said "he had to it was for his job he didn't wanna get fired for it he really didn't wanna hurt you and your the only girl I seem him happy with" you said "what do you mean"? Logan said "all the girls he dated before you he didn't really feel that connection with but to you he does" you said "we need to stop talking about this and you need to go do your warm ups" Logan said "okay okay"! Then Logan turned around and said "he might done the wrong thing but it was his job and he tried so hard just to make you smile doesn't that count for something"? you didn't say anything and he turned around and walked back to the dressing room . Then at 755 the guys were in line on time so you have them their mics and you said in the mic "big time rush on in 4 minutes"!!!! Then after 4 minutes they went on and they were singing elevate so you just went over to th couch and finish the paper work which took you an hour then at 9pm they ran backstage and they went into the dressing room and couple minutes later they went back out and it was a good concert!
Then at 10 you were putting stuff back and after that you said to Scott "ill be right back" Scott nod his head and you ran to the bus and you think they have 30 minutes till they come out so you grabbed all your stuff and stuffed in your suitcase well couple you had and move it all out to Kendall's and Logan's bus and see they got an extra bed so you place your stuff under the little bed and you sat on your bed and text James you moved to Kendall's and Logan's bus you sat on the bed and they came through the door and you said "surprise"
Meanwhile for Carlos.........
Carlos and James walked on to the bus and Carlos said "that's weird where's (yn"? James said "oh (yn) just text me she moved into Kendall's and Logan's bus" Carlos said "oh it's probley cause of me" Carlos slouch on the couch and said "dude I messed up big time" James laughed and said "yeah you did" Carlos looked at him like what the hell dude look and James said "I'm sorry dude but we will find yeah a new girl to mess around with huh huh" he elbow his shoulder and Carlos said "no man all I want is (yn) but no I lost her because of this stupid thing I had to do was use her and no she hates me and never will want me like I want her" Carlos sighed and James said "wow she means a lot to you doesn't she"? Carlos said "she means my world she the only person that makes me laugh so much smile and become happy and not crapy" James sighed and patted his back and said "hang in there kiddo she will crawl back to you in no time" Carlos said "I hope"
