Why do I always end up with you?

Chapter 1: Sticks and Stones

Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly. I do not own any brands or countries mentioned. And if I did own iCarly, Dan Schneider would be the best!! ;)

Sam's POV: iCarly Studio

Me, Carly and Fredbag are in the Studio coming up with ideas for the next iCarly. We thought of some ideas like Gibby with flying chicken wings, another episode of Super Bra, a small 'play', and another episode of the stupid farmgirl and cowboy. And I didn't come up with anything because as you may know, me and Freddork broke up a couple nights ago and well, let's just say I am so regretting it right now. I mean he just looks so... adorable when he thinks. And even though it's only been a couple days, I just feel like I will never, and I mean never, get over that cute little dork!

"Sam!... SAM!!!"

"Yeah, yeah. What?"

"You zoned out again!"

"Oh, sorry. What were you saying?"

"Err... what were we saying?? What you saying about me?"

Oh, I must have been thinking out loud again! Dang! Ugh, great now they're staring and I'm blushing! Great move Sam!

"You're so weird Sam..."

"Ohhh what did you just say, Fredweird?!!

"I said, that you're so weird!! Are you deaf??!"

"Huh... Fredbag! I didn't know you had a death wish!"

"Yeah, well at least you noticed something in your life!!"

Oh my gosh! He really does have a death wish!

"You wanna piece a me??"

"Bring it on, 'Samantha'!!"

"Alright, but beforehand if I was you, I would tell Carly to call 911 for when I whoop your butt!"

"Ok, but I would be lying to them because it would be for you!!"

Freddo tried to hit me in the face but I caught his arm before it had chance to hit me and twisted it, bringing him to the ground. But when he hit the ground, he grabbed my leg and pulled me down with him. We started kicking and hitting each other on the ground then Carly ruined it.

"Alright, break it up. Break it up!"

"Aghhh!"

"No!"

"Yes, before somebody gets seriously hurt and we will have to call 911, for real!!"

"Ughh! Fine!.... Sam get off of me!!"

"Not until you apologise!"

"Both of you get up! Then BOTH of you apologise!"

We both get up, but before I do, I give Freddie a jelly-leg.

"Really, Sam? A jelly-leg on Freddie?"

"Well yeah. What do you think it was?"

"Never mind! Good! Now you are both on your feet, apologise!"

"Nah! I ain't apologising to that nerd!"

"Sam! Right, Freddie stay here, Sam follow me!"

"Alright, whatever..."

Me and Carly leave Freddie in the studio and go down the stairs into her room. And I have a feeling I know this is about that fight and it wasn't even a big deal, not even for me. And that the fight was only because I needed something to do otherwise I would have pondered on... 'Freddie thoughts'.

Carly's Room

"Okay, why did you take me here?"

"Because! I know that wasn't a fight worth fighting! What's up?"

"Nothing I promise!"

"No it's not! Is it your mom or something?"

"What? No! It's nothing!"

Of course I say it's nothing! I mean she's my best friend I can tell her anything, right? Wait, no because I know her, and she will likely tell Freddie when I'm not there. I'll just say that it's private family problems.

"Sam! What's wrong?"

"It's... it's... family problems. Private family problems."

"Oh, is it too private to tell me?"

"Y... yeah."

"Ok. You can stay here to calm down if you want."

"Ok. Thanks."

As she left all I could think was that I not only lied to her, well I do have family problems but not ones that she doesn't know already, but I still didn't admit that I am still in love with that crazy-hot Nerd. Also, another point, when did I actually first admit that after we broke up? I mean I actually can't remember? Weird.

Wait what the in the world are you doing Sam?! You can't be still in love with him? You both decided to break up? What is going on inside my head?!

Great. Now someone's knocking at the door!

"Yeah? What d'ya want?"

"Can I talk to you for a sec?"

Oh great! It's Freddie. Oops, I just said his name normally. Oh well, it's not like he can hear me...

"Sam, er I can hear you actually. You zoned out and were thinking out loud again. You really said that in your head?"

"Yeah I did! Now go away or you won't see the end of it!"

"No! I'm not going anywhere! I know something's up because Carly told me that it's a 'private family problem' when I know it isn't because I know you Sam, you always say that it's a family problem when something's up and you want to hide the reason! And the reason I said that is because, trust me, when we were dating you said that a lot. And to be honest I didn't like it, but when I persuaded you to tell me, you always did. I know it's different now but we're still the same people we were. So, what is actually up?"

"Well, 1. I know it's different now! 2. I only told you because we were together and 3. The reason I'm like this is because... well... I... I'm..."

"Sam, what are you telling me?! Because if you're telling your pregnant we are both in for a hunk of trouble!!"

"No!! I am not pregnant in any way, shape, or form!! I am... I'm... I can't do this!!! See ya later Freddie!!"

I ran out of Carly's room practically in tears with what Freddie said! Ugh, why did he have to say what he said like that? Mentioning the 'no longer us' thing!! I need time to think! So I went to my favourite place, T-Bo's.

Groovie Smoothie/ T-Bo's

So when I arrived, I ran up the circular staircase up into T-Bo's room. This is where I used to spend my time when I first found out that I had a crush on Freddie. T-Bo was nice when I came round because he gave me free smoothies and bagels on a stick. He was always nice to me, he especially understood me when I explained why I came there to think.

First Chapter done! Hope it's better than the other! Next coming soon! Sorry for mistakes! ;)