Why do I always end up with you?

Chapter 3: Insecurities

Disclaimer: I don't not own iCarly. I do not own any brands or countries mentioned. And if I did own iCarly, Dan Schneider would be the best! ;)

Freddie's POV: His Place - His Bedroom

I lay on my bed thinking why did she say that? Because she even said she wanted to get back together and wished we never broke up. But why does it feel uncomfortable to her?

I just need to not worry and talk to her all about it tomorrow. Because I want to get back together with her more than the world! And all I want is to be near her and snuggle next to her again! I miss it so much!

Oh, there's a knock at the door. And I'm guessing my mom's asleep so I'll get it.

"Freddie we need to talk..."

"Sam? Why are you here so late?"

"Because I tried to sleep at T-Bo's and I couldn't because I can't end that conversation with you like that! I know I said that it'll be uncomfortable but I want to talk more! I mean, don't you feel it's weird that all of a sudden we just randomly expressed our feelings?"

"No, not really, because we miss each other and want each other back! Don't you? Or is there something you're not telling me?"

"Yes there is actually!"

"So?"

"I've been thinking of moving to LA."

"W...wh...why?"

"Because, I've been thinking that with you next door and seeing you every day is getting uncomfortable for me and I feel insecure around here as lots of stuff has happened in this building that I need to ignore for my mental health but can't avoid them because that's where we need to go daily. Like the studio or the elevator. Or the hallway. Or your room. Even Carly's room. I just can't cope with the memories. Even if we did get back together. I'd still feel uncomfortable."

"Oh... I never thought of it being that way. I'm sorry I never even comprehended that."

"It's fine but I am making my decision in the next couple days. And I'm definitely leaning more towards moving to LA. I just can't stand even being in this building. There just too many memories."

"So this may be goodbye?"

"Not this conversation. But there may be a goodbye. Unless you come with me?"

"I can't leave. This is my home. I would have my mom to deal with and what about Carly and Spencer?"

"That's fine I completely understand. But I just can't stand this place."

"Why LA anyways?"

"Because I know a friend or two there!"

"What that Tori girl that went out with Carly's boyfriend?"

"Yeah, pretty much!"

"Ahh! Her cheekbones! I remember remember them so well!"

Sam hit me in the face to snap out of it but I couldn't help it. There were so angelic!

"So? What will we do about our relationship?"

"I guess we'll have to not get together. And I am so sorry for not telling you earlier."

"It's alright. I just need time to adjust and process."

"Oh, ok. I'll be across the hall if you need me!"

Carly's POV: Her Place - Her Bedroom

"Carly?"

"Sam? What... what are you doing here at... 2 in the morning?"