She's The Answer

Double Trouble

I drive to an empty park and just start crying in my car I can't believe I fell for it he said he loves me and I believed him god I'm such an idiot how could I actually think any of this was real and the worse part is I did fall in love with Logan he and Peter have my heart but now I'm questioning if Peter knew all along he was at the party what if they both feel like that maybe they just both played me the dumb fat girl that would believe anything the beautiful boys say ughhh I rest my head and close my eyes and just let my tears slide down and my phone starts going off again all 3 of them have called and texted even video chatted me non stop and I've ignored them all im not mad at ellie but I just want quiet and to cry and just the thought of hearing the boys name or voice will break me I decide it's best if I go home and I hope no one is there so I can just be by myself. I get home and see no one's car and im pleased when I walk in I see my mom walking down the stairs to me and she smiles and hugs me
Mom- hi love bug I'm so glad you're home you have a doctor's appointment
Me- oh I forgot about that
Mom- well then why did you leave school early
Me- um something happened but I'll tell you after the appointment can't talk about it right now
Mom- okay love I'm here for you
Me- I know mommy I love you let's go
We get in her car and head to the doctors office once inside we get called immediately my mom comes in with me I have nothing to hide so the usual check up last thing before we leave is I'm given a cup to pee in so once thats over we wait 30 minutes and the doctor walks back in and turns and smiles
Doctor- well congratulations are in order
Me- why? For what
Doctor- well it seems you're pregnant Lily
Me- WHAT!!!! I start hyperventilating this can't be happening to me
Mom- how far along is she doctor
Doctor- she is 1 month pregnant
I'm going to prescribe you prenatal vitamins and a list of things that are safe for you to eat
or do
Mom- thank you doctor
Me- I just sit here crying I'm pregnant im going to be a mom gosh and the dad I can't breathe I mean.... The dads
Mom- lily calm down I'm right here everything is going to be okay were going to get an ultrasound come on she grabs my hand
Me- when did you ask for an ultrasound
Mom- while your were crying you didn't hear me
Me- I walk holding her hands and shes trying to calm me down but I can't believe this I don't understand
I lay on the bed waiting to them to reel the machine inside and the doctor put a slimy cold thing over my tummy and stars gliding it over my stomach so she can spot the baby
Doctor- well lily look here there's baby A and over here is baby B you're having twins
Me- I look at the screen with no expression because I'm speechless
She speaks to my mom and prints out a sanogram of the twins and hands it to us and hands me the prescription she provided and were off my mom has left me in silence and I appreciate it but worried she so disappointed in me I don't know what to say or do
Me- mom I'm sorry
Mom- lily bear I love you don't worry we can do this
Me- thank you
Mom- now go upstairs and nap then I want you to come to me and tell me what happened in school and I will speak to your father
I go nap and turn off my phone I wake up two hours later and take shower and head down to talk to my mom she's sitting down and she give me hug and I start telling her what happened in school
Mom- oh baby I'm so sorry
Me- I feel like such an idiot and now matters are even worse
Mom- but are you sure love I saw how Logan looked at you
Me- it's the exact same outfit he told me he was going to wear
Mom- and Peter
Me- I didn't see péter in the video but he was there he must've known and didn't tell me
Mom- assumptions aren't good lily especially since Peter loves you
Me- does he love me I think not neither of them do it was all just a game a big lie
Mom- but you should let them explain
Me- why so they can make up a story
Mom- honey I know your hurt but they are the babies father
Me- what do I do
Mom- well you're going to be here and me and your father will be here for you
Dad- absolutely we are here for you lily I know it doesn't seem like the greatest situation but your parents will not abandon you
Me- why are you guys so great
Dad- honey your mothers parents is what made it possible for us to have you so young
Mom- and we want to show you that your life isn't over because you're young and pregnant
Dad- but you can't keep the babies a secret from their fathers
Me- I know... I just don't even know how to look at them and not cry
Mom- you can take some time but you have be strong for those babies
Dad- exactly, but let's go eat some dinner
We eat dinner which was my favorite meal spaghetti meatballs and sausage and I ate so much it's crazy
This week has been so hard for me I have been depressed and hurt and the crazy part I miss the boys more than ever today is Sunday and I haven't been to school since Monday when the fiasco happened but my parents say I must go back tomorrow it's been a whole week an entire week since I have seen Peter and Logan they both have tried coming over to talk to me but my parents have respected my wishes when I told them to say I'm not here they alternate with ellie in bringing my homework I spoke to ellie she's coming over today so we can plan how I'm going to talk to Peter. It's 7pm when ellie finally arrives at my house
Ellie- hey girly
Me- hey
Ellie- how's my favorite preggers
Me- I'm feeling fine sickness wise but terrified to walk into school tomorrow
Ellie- no one's taking about it
Me-that's because they haven't seen me and let's not forget I'm pregnant by both of them and I have to speak to Peter tomorrow and tell him
Ellie- I'll get him for you and like I told you both boys are depressed Logan not playing or barely showing up and Peter is dipping school as early as he can
Me- why am I still in love with them
Ellie- because they are too maybe its a miss understanding
Me- ellie we both know that's what Logan wore and he wasn't by the two people who could tell me if he really said that
Ellie- I know but the way he is acting at school doesn't add up with what he said on that video
Me- ughh he probably just upset he got caught
Ellie- I know you're upset but I don't think so
Me- w.e let's go to sleep
We fall asleep immediately and next thing i know it's morning..... We get ready and head downstairs and I'm dreading today you can see it all over my face
Mom- good morning beautiful girls
Ellie- morning mom
Me- can I skip another week
Mom- no baby doll and make sure you eat up for those grand babies of mine
Me- ughh fine
We eat and mom watches me and once done we pack our stuff and leave
Mom- remember sweety you tell Peter today or me and you will be stopping by his place today
Me- yes i know don't worry
Ellie- I'm the one fetching him anyways
We drive to school in ellie car because I'm to nervous to be alone at all today once we arrive im so glad to see the boys are no where to be seen so I don't have to see them till class... As we walk in no one is really caring to see me back so that's good and the bell starts ringing and I'm literally shaking opening the door as I step in I feel eyes on me and I look up from the ground and see Logan looking at me as well as Peter as they can't believe I'm here I walk to the back to my seat as soon as I hand the professor my missing assignments for last week once seated I already see Peter facing toward my desk
Peter- lily!!!! Your back
Me- yeah no choice
Peter- I missed you and I'm so sorry I....
Me- péter can we not please
Peter looks at me with a sad face and almost like he's going to cry... And I feel so bad because I want him to hug me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay but Idk how to get pass this.... The rest of the day doesn't go to bad I know péter has free period with me but gets to go home right after his free period when I have life class with Logan so I send ellie on the scavenger hunt to find him and make him meet me in the garden area which is always empty
Ellie pov-
Me- okay so where would péter be on his free period I've literally tried the gym and library where could he be and I'm not paying attention when I run into someone
Jasper- hey babe why are you running
Logan- you okay ellie
Me- ohh Logan and jasper I'm um looking for Peter
Logan- why?
Me- just have to tell him something
Logan- is it to talk to lily because I really want to speak to her
Me- uhh no not for that and I look around the area
Japser- well he was headed to the parking lot
Logan- meaning he's leaving
Well I better jet thanks I gotta catch him see you later love and Logan nice seeing you... I run to the parking lot and see Peter pulling out so I go crazy and run to jump in front of his car and he breaks so hard and screams and so do I
Peter- ellie are you Nuts
Me- yess I've been looking every where for you
Hé Parks back into the parking spot and gets out
Peter- okay why what's up
Me- well I need you to follow me so I can tell you
Peter- why ellie just tell me here I really want to go home
Me- it's important please
Peter- ellie I'm not up for crap now
Me- you'd do it for lily
Peter- I love her
Me- you really do love her?
Peter- of course why is that even a question
Me- well I promise it'll be quick
Peter- fine 5 minutes
Me- cool that's all I need but we're going to have to jog there
Peter- okay I'll bite
We start jogging and we reach the garden in 3 minutes I'm completely out of breath but it's nice to see Peter is doing good seems like we just strolled here the way he's okay while I'm here dying
Peter- okay so start talking
Me- well you see I brought you here because
Peter- for what the garden
Me- um yes isn't it pretty
Peter- ellie you've got to be kidding me I would've been home by now I'm sorry but goodbye
Ellie- wait
LILY- HI PETER!
Hé turns around lily!