She's The Answer

No More Secrets

Me- Logan I'd always believe you
Logan- why are you spying on me
Me- I came to check on you I was worried
Logan- now I matter
Me- you always have I was just humiliated
Logan- I loved you lily I expected you to listen
Me- I know but something came up and I was terrified and loved as in past tense
Logan- what is it just fucking tell me already! And I don't want to but love doesn't go away that easy when you fall hard
Me- I don't want to say it here and I know I fell hard too 
Logan- I have one question for you lily
Me- and then you'll leave with me
Logan- fine yes I'll leave with you guys
Me- okay ask away
Logan- did you love me or Peter more?
Me- what I loved you both equally
Logan- did you ever flirt or hint into dating Adam after we stopped
Me- never I haven't even spoken to Adam since the video came out except in life class when you were there
Logan- he said you guys were getting closer
And hinting that he'd be your boyfriend
Me- never Logan I haven't been with anyone or could I ever think of being with anyone else only you two and us together
Logan- fine I believe you let's go
Bennett- it was nice to finally meet you lily
Lily- I didn't know you knew me
Logan- I told him about you
Lily- I'm happy to meet you Bennett
Lily- let me go get Peter
Bennett- how about you two stay here ill get him
Logan- okay
Me- where did you go for the past week
Logan- I've been at Bennett's place
Me- I went over to your place
Logan- yeah I know
Me- ohh I said holding in my tears
Logan- my mom told me... I didn't mean I was there and saw you
Me- oh okay
Logan- where did you go when you left school
Me- I umm cried at the park
Logan- I'm sorry
Me- I know me too... And then I just hid at my house
Peter- hey um I was told we're leaving
Me- yeah we are
Logan- and I'm coming
Peter- oooh good he smiles
We get in Peter's car and have to drop off ellie and jasper so I sit in the back with Logan
Its so cold in the back I start caressing my arms
Logan- you look cold
Me- I am
Logan- um you can come closer
So I slide over and cuddle with him and he wraps his arms around me and my hormones are running wild and I start crying
Peter parks the car and turns around babe why are you crying
Logan- lily why are you crying
Me- I'm just emotional sorry
Logan- so you're crying for nothing
Me- uhh yes exactly
Logan- I've never seen you do that before
Me- I'm fine I promise
Peter- well um Logan we're at your place
Logan- you guys can stay over if you want
Me- yes..... I'm sorry I sound way to eager
Peter- sure
Logan- okay
We get in and go upstairs and Logan says he's going to shower
Peter- love when are you telling him I'm sure he will get more suspicious
Me- I was Going to tell him and why would he be suspicious
Peter- babe you cried in the car earlier for no reason and you are so sensitive
Me- god so he's going to catch on
Peter- maybe so just tell him
Logan walks out in a towel and I'm about to faint as I look at the water dripping off him
Logan- soo whose next
Peter- Me
Logan- okay eager much
Peter- yeah I feel dirty after the party
So péter walks in leaving me and Logan alone
Logan-um lily can you pass me boxers your infront of my drawer
Me- oh yeah sure I open the drawer and pick the first one I see here you go
Logan- thanks
Hé then turns around his ass is facing me and I'm a little sad because he's not comfortable changing facing me like before but I know he's upset but when he drops his towel I swear I'm melting it's been weeks since I've seen a naked Logan and I want him so bad fuck I need to get these hormones under control
Logan- lily..... Lily.....
Me- huh did you say something
Logan- yeah um you were um caught up looking at my body
Me- I'm sorry I just I don't know
Logan- you sure you feel alright
Me- I'm just nervous
Logan- of what it's not like we're going to have sex
He says in a agressive tone with attitude
And Peter walks out of the shower and hears that so I'm embarrassed and just head to the shower
Me- yeah I'm going to shower now
And I close the door
Peter- really Logan what was that
Logan- she was nervous and wasn't paying attention
Peter- so saying that like you wouldn't ever want to be Sexual with her seemed good especially after what has happened lately
Logan- I..... I didn't want to hurt her I just man idk what you want me to do
Peter- you don't tell someone you love especially when they're self conscious that were not having sex with a tone like you would never want to
And he walks downstairs and I sit on my bed god I can't do anything right now they're both mad at me
Lily- umm péter ?
Logan- he went downstairs Lily
Me- ohh I can wait
Logan- no I can help you what's wrong
Me- I don't have a changé of clothes and i wanted to borrow his shirt
Logan- I get up and get one of my shirts and sit back on my bed! Come out I have one for you
Me- NO please just slide it through the little door crack I made
Logan- Lily come out here now
Me- no I can't I'm embarrassed
Logan- of what exactly
Me- it already happened don't worry
Logan- I drop the shirt on the bed walk to the door yank it open and pull her out
Me- ahhh Logan get out no please
He let's me go once I'm out of the bathroom and then sits  on the bed and I start covering my self the best I can..
Please Logan hand me the shirt
Logan- stop covering yourself
Me- noo I don't need you to see me like this
Logan- I've seen all of it before and your going to shy away from me now
Me-..... I.... Listen I'm the only desperate one that wants you do have rub it in my face
Logan- Lily your sexy as hell and I never said I don't want you
Me- you literally said it disgustingly that were not having Sex
Logan- I wasn't disgusted by you I just said that to calm you down
Me- yeah sure okay please your shirt
Logan- you need to trust me
Me- I walk pass him and put on the shirt and Peter walks in
Peter- hey baby whats wrong
Me- I needed a shirt and you were downstairs so Logan got me one but he
Logan- I forced her outside because you were right and what I said was rude
Me- can we not talk of that
Logan- lily... He sighs even when I'm mad I want you okay always I'm just confused and hurt okay it takes time but you're here with me and Peter
Me- okay
Peter- let's get into bed
We hoped in everyone clothed and I feel sad because it was never like this but baby steps I guess I have to tell Logan tomorrow about the babies I end up sleeping in the middle but Peter puts a protective hand over my stomach and I drift off to sleep in the morning I wake up at 11am damn I slept alot and I see péter just walk in
Me- wheres Logan
Peter- he's packing and about to leave
Me- why... How come
Peter- he got a call and said it was important
Me- why not tell me
Peter- he didn't want to wake you
Me- noo. No péter I can't keep this anymore I need to tell him
Peter- lily calm down he'll be back in a few days
Me- what if he finds someone else and doesn't know he's going to be a father I don't want him to leave us
Peter- baby he's not leaving us he's coming back and still loves you
Me- I look out the window and still see him and I jump off the bed and run
Peter- lily please be careful the babies
Me- Logan..... Logan... Please
Logan turns around and looks at me
Logan- lily
I jump into his arms and start crying Logan please don't leave me
Logan- lily I'm not leaving you what are you talking about
Me- I don't care I have something important to tell you
Logan- lily can it wait I'll be back in a few days and I can barely understand you with the crying
Me- noo it can't
Logan- okay tell me look Im just dropping all my bags
Me- okay I say crying
Logan- so how do you want to tell me
Me- I take a deep breath and close my eyes and look into his
This will affect our future and I'm sorry
Logan- it's okay lily I wont be mad but I'm not understanding
Me- I'M PREGNANT
And she hugs me so hard and starts crying
Logan- WHAT!.... I look up at Peter and he walks down to us
Logan- did you get her pregnant after...
Peter- noo love.. Check the date we knocked her up together
Me- I found out the day the video came out when I left
Peter then hands him the sonogram
I still hold on to him and he opens the folded paper up and looks at them holy shit
Logan- twins
Driver- sir are we still going
Logan- umm yes but they will be coming with me
Me- what I don't have a passport or clothes
Logan- I'll buy you clothes and it's by jet
Peter- I'm good to go
Me- where are we going
Logan- Hawaii
Me- I think I'll stay here
Logan- lily you are not staying here when you just told me you're pregnant
Me- I promise I'll just stay home with my parents I'm not going anywhere
Logan- not up for discussion get in
Me- but
Peter- buttercup let's go there's no choice
We get in the limo and I'm given sweats to put on and the limo ride is silent
Me- Logan I'm sorry
Logan- we will talk about this in the jet
I stay silent and when we arrive at the airport I call my parents and only reason they end letting me go is because they know I told Logan and they both promised I will eat enough for the babies
Pilot- sir welcome
Logan- hello kip they will also be flying with me
Pilot- no problem all aboard welcome
We hop in and the jet is so nice and fancy I have never been in one of these and I'm in sweats and have no bra on god I look like a bum while the boys look casual for the wealthy
Logan- let's talk in the back
We follow him and I'm nervous because he hasn't said a word
Me- I didn't do it on purpose
Logan-you said you were taking the pill
Me- I was but um idk I just ended up pregnant
Logan- lily your seriously knocked up.....twins
Peter- Logan we can't blame her we partook in the baby making
Logan- I'm not blaming you lily I'm just stating
Me- yes... I know twins
Logan- so how are we doing this father thing
Peter- don't piss me off... You know damn well we're both the father for those 2 babies
Logan- I know I just wow I'm going to be a 19 year old dad
Peter- yes so am I
Logan- why didn't you tell me at school
Me- I was scared and I... Was hurt we didn't talk about the video I felt like I was played and on top of everything else I ended up getting pregnant
Logan-lily I didn't say those things I was drunk yes but not wasted enough for that to come out
Lily- so you did love me for real
Logan- yes I did every thing we did together I was honest I was in love with you and Peter I never wanted anything else
Lily- okay.... So how are you feeling about
Logan-the babies I'm happy you're their mother
Lily- really?
Logan- yes