She's The Answer

The Conversation

So we finished class and are back in our normal clothes and it's time for lunch I'm walking ellie halfway to class when I hear Peter- hey buttercup ready for lunch
Me- yeah just walking ellie then heading over
Peter-- no problem I'll go with
Ellie- Peter you are so cute it's beyond expressions
Peter- why thank you my fair lady but what do you think lily
Me- I think you are adorable and I'm glad we're friends
Peter- you must've meant best friends
Me- why of course 😊
We finally drop ellie and make our way to the cafeteria and grab some food and sit once we're done eating I look at him and he looks and says
Peter-that looks like the face of someone who knows something I don't
I sigh and nod and start telling him what happened in class he listens attentively and when I'm finally done he sighs and looks down but I pull his face to look at me and he begins
Peter- there's been alot of talk for a long time about me and how I act
Me- I've heard it only twice but I know ellie says yes you've been questioned prior to recently
Peter- I've always been like this since I was little I was emotional and sensitive and act girly or so compassionate the opposite of what normal guys should be I guess
Me- I think that's great about you
Peter- he smiles I'm glad but I can't lie to you lily idgf about others but you i could never lie to
Me- okay tell me
Peter- I have never thought of women and found them attractive I think they're beautiful creatures and great to be around but do I want to fuck one not exactly
Me- okay I say holding his hand so your gay
Peter- it's complicated I thought I was but things change
Me- okay have you ever been with a boy
Peter- chuckles lily you are adorable have I had sex with a guy yes did it feel good yes
Me- I blush red immensely and just imagining his perfect self having sex makes have goosebumps even just the thought of seeing him have sex with another man ughh hormones
Peter- are you okay buttercup
Me- oh yes but I'm not seeing the complicated part for you
Peter- I know you don't and he kissed my forehead but in time I can explain more but I want you to know that we are still close and I want to be around you as much as possible
Me- oh yes me too and I would never judge you
Peter- I know love i know and I think I have a way we can spend more time together starting today
Me- okay hit me
Peter- me and you at the party tonight
Me- absolutely not you will not catch me there I can't Peter and the first bell starts ringing so we hug and I go off to my next class
I catch up with ellie before the teacher walks in and then our teacher announces we will have group projects and we will each have one partner but she's already decided who we will be partnered up with but that's not crazy part she wants us to get personal and allow our partners to get to know us on a deeper level so we could write an essay of how we see each other  and then hand it to them once we are done and then for us to write another essay to her explaining what we learned from this assignment and she will grade that. I wish I could pick my partner this would be easy because I'd choose ellie but then again when does it ever come that easy for me Ms. Alonso ask all of us to like up in front of the room and once our names are called we walk to our partners ellie got jasper I'm happy for her but also upset because I have to talk to someone new so our teacher keeps calling out names and I'm still waiting for mines to be announced and she say Logan Asher Reed your partner is Lily Eliza Cohen and right then and there I stop breathing are you kidding me I have to get to know him he smiles and walks over and whispers in my ear... THIS SHOULD BE A BLAST and I turn and look at him and shake my head and says no it's an actual nightmare. We start walking to the corner and he sits and stares at me and says let's start chubs
Me- okay let get one thing straight my is lily and you will call me the that throughout this project
Logan-- okay lily I'm sorry you're right
Me- that's a first okay so where should we start
Logan-- I don't like opening up so let's start slow
Me- okay I can understand that I agree okay so do you have any siblings? And what's your favorite color
Logan- I have a little sister she is 2  named Isla and I would says red and you
Me- I would say my favorite is light blue or purple and Im an only child
Logan-- did you ever miss out on not having a sibling like was it boring
Me- no and yes sometimes I wished I had one but then Id see others fight with their siblings and id be like no Thanks
Logan-- that makes sense
Me- yeah why did your parents have you and your sister so far apart
Logan-- she was an accident they both wanted one but she came along
Me- nice are your parents divorced
Logan-- no they have been madly in love with each other since they were in high school and you 
Me- same here but mine met in college and my dad is short and pudgy and my mom is tall with Long legs and skinny I think they're cute together especially by height difference
Logan-- seems like you have a good relationship with them
Me- yes they're great parents and than the bell started ringing we got up pack our stuff and left the room my last period is a free period so I just sat and thought about how exactly this project with Logan would go