She's The Answer

The Name Is Logan

Logan POV

Hey guys yes it's me Logan you all probably think I'm an asshole especially to chubs or fatty okay no her name is lily. Let me tell you a little bit about me no I don't have a horrible childhood or parents that don't love me or have time for me, they're actually great parents that love each other deeply and love me and my baby sister so much it's crazy, you see I wasn't popular when growing up I was to nice and dorky so I got walked all over had no friends and was used more times than I can count but I did have one friend and he came into my life when I was 8 and I'm pretty sure you guys guessed it yes its Peter he was cool wasn't as dorky as me but what was the most amazing thing about Peter was that he was friends with all different types of people everyone accepted him and I admired that so much he never judged me for what I liked doing or exploit the fact that I was too nice to everyone he genuinely wanted to be my friend and that's what we were for years but it started to change when we got into sports me and him played everything we both got more athletic but I just exploded and with that came girls and more guy friends and sad to say I got tired of being nice because it always got you nothing so I changed and as for Peter he always lived by that one quote he said when we're 8 "I will never change who I am or what I like for anyone" so I did me and he did him are we as close as before no but are we enemies no I would say in fact that our friendship is complicated. So when I first saw lily I caught her looking at me when I walked in first period and I looked at her with yes disgust as she would call it but she does intrigue me its the fact even though yes I admit I say rude things to her she just laughs or tells me off or her cousin tell me off but whatever I push it out of my head so here I am with Peter about to leave sals from the look of his face I know he wants to chat so we start walking to his porshe and he starts ......
Peter-- what is your problem bro I told you to leave her alone and there you go
Me- I'm sorry I just can't understand why you want to be around that
Peter-- her name is lily and I think she's cool you can't control me Logan
Me- cool is one thing but you literally have a nickname for her like she's your gf which is a joke to me
Peter-- okay and yes I like calling her buttercup I don't see what it has to do with you do you like her?
Me- haha like her I think you must've fallen on concrete Hell No she's nasty
Peter- yeah sure well leave her alone okay like take your dick wad some where else
She's not like everyone in our school and I enjoy that
Me- are you kidding me you can have any female or( guy) you want and that's what you want like why you have to act like such a girl man up
Peter-- this stops right now Logan I'm not a  girl because I express my feelings and I never said I like her like that I just think she's cool
Me- ah still haven't figured it out huh
Peter-- don't this isn't none of your business lay off... We just got to your house night
Me- bye
I walk inside and I know dads on a business trip but my mom is downstairs watching TV and baby sis is sleeping in her lap so I walk and grab Laci kiss her on her forhead and put her in the crib upstairs than I walk back to my mom plant myself on the couch and sigh...
Mom- soo tell me what's wrong honey
Me- complicated I feel things I hate feeling
Mom-okay and why don't you express them
Me- because that's weak or gay mom like what guy does that
Mom- I will disagree with you right there mister your dad does and I'm pretty sure so does your friend Peter
Me-- fine I'll talk there's this girl that I treat very badly yes i know you didn't raise me that way but she just irks me and I get angry and say things oh and let's, not forget this girl has Peter's complete attention
Mom- and your jealous of that since when do you care about who  Peter hangs out with and I think you should apologize to that girl
Me- I don't I just don't see why she's got him so wrapped up
Mom- I've always told you some girls are special and maybe this one is not only special to Peter but to you
Me- God mom that sounds so sappy and I don't like her i just don't get it
Mom- okay honey maybe try to let in what you keep trying to bury I love you
Me: alright goodnight I love you too
I go upstairs and shower and than lie in bed with only my boxers on and just ponder on what the hell is going on......