Making memories ( peter parker X reader)

chapter 18

Your POV:

I was sitting in a dark room which looked like some sort of cell. It was cold and very quiet. When I got up, my head was hurting like hell, but that didn't matter. I needed to get out because it didn't felt right.

As I  walked up to cages doors someone walked up to them too. At first, you didn't see who he or she was, but when they walked closer I saw who it was.
"Peter? Why are you here? You need to get out of here!" I say, but he just smirks.
I got so confused at him, "Oh sweetie. You are so stupid, LITTLE brat! How could you think that someone like me would ever like you." His words stung me deeply.

"W-what? What are you talking about?" I asked and backed away. "He will never like you more than a friend. He probably doesn't even want to be your friend," he says, but then walks inside the cage.
I stepped back one more time, but suddently fell backwards.

I screamed on the top of my lungs as I fell until I hit the ground hard. "What the h--"
I was now laying on a couch and the avengers were all staring at me.
"Look at her." Natasha said. "She's so pathetic." Clint says. "I know right. And so annoying, I truly can't stand her being near me." Tony says.

"R-realy?" I said, and tears were filling my eyes now. "Of course. I mean, look at yourself. Your awful!" Steve said while laughing.

I stood up, but as I did that I was pulled back pretty fast and everything around me was spinning (scene from spider-man far from home)

I found myself in a strange room that I was seeing for the first time, or was I? Someone was talking next to me saying "don't be scared. Just pull the trigger!".
I looked down on my hand and saw a gun. Somehow, I wasn't able to let go.

Next thing I know I pulled the trigger whiteout even realizing it. As the gun went off, everything went black around me.

I suddenly woke up and I was breathing heavily. My head was spinning and I was a mess. Tears start flowing down my cheeks like a waterfall. Then I realized that Peter was sleeping next to me on the couch. I started remembering my dream and stood up. He moved a bit but didn't wake up.

I walked over to the kitchen and poured myself water also wiping my tears away.
"Are you okay?" Someone asked and I jumped a bit.

Peter's POV:

I felt that y/n wasn't sleeping anymore, and I also couldn't really sleep. I was pretending to sleep, but then I heard her crying. My heart was hurting because of it, and I didn't want her to feel sad. She stood up and went to the kitchen.

Then, when I was sure she was there, I checked the time, and it said 4:27am.
I stood up quietly and walked over to her.

"Are you okay?" I asked and she jumped a bit. "Oh. Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." I apologize to her.
"It's okay. And I'm alright." She looked sad, and I knew that something was wrong.

Your POV:

I knew I wasn't okay, but I just didn't want to worry him. Besides, he probably doesn't even care about me, and why even would he.
"You know I'm here if you need to talk to me." He said and walked next to me. I was at the kitchen island, drinking my water. My eyes hurt from crying and my nose was stuffed. "I know it's going to sound stupid, but...do you even want to be my friend?" I asked, looking down at my hands.

"Woah. Where is this coming from? Of course, I want to be your friend, why wouldn't I?" He asked, worried, and he took my hands in his. I flinched at that, but he was just friendly, I guess.

"I don't know. Why would you. I mean, look at me. I'm wired, I have memory wiped, and I'm...me." I say, lifting my head up. He was still confused by my words, and honestly I didn't know why.
"Yeah...your you. And that's what I like about you the most. You're the most amazing person I've ever met. You're fun, open and so kind to everyone as far as I've seen." He says, but that makes me look away and blush because no one has really talked about me that way.

"I don't know what made your mind think those thoughts, but never let them in again." He says, and we stare at each other for some time. His eyes were so beautiful and his messy hair looked so cute after sleeping. I saw him leaning in a bit, and we were inches away from each other. But then my phone buzzed with a text message. Such a great time. Seriously?

We looked away awkwardly, and I picked up my phone from the counter.
There was a text message from Bruce Banner. Why would he be texting me this late? I thought to myself.

"Hey. I know you're probably sleeping, but I think I know what's blocking your memory."

"What?! How??"

"Why aren't you sleeping? Its late y/n!"

"I would ask you the same thing."

"Hey! I'm a grownup, and I'm working on your and Peter's brain problem."

"Ok. Sorry. Well see you in a couple of hours. Oh! And I have to fill you in on my nightmares/memories."

"Your what?! Ok, tell me tomorrow."

I turned off my phone and looked at Peter  who was waiting for me to say something.  "Oh right! Yeah, so Dc. Banner might have found the problem of why our memory is being blocked." I casually say. His eyes flew open, "y/n that's amazing! Maybe you'll remember everything that happened when you were younger." He said and put his hands on my shoulders.

"Ugh... I don't think that I really want to." I said a bit under my breath. "W-why not?" He sounded confused. "If the dream I had was a memory, then I am...." I say, but I couldn't finish the sentence.
"Hey d-dont cry. It's okay. What did you see?" He asked and went to grab a paper towel.

"T-thanks. Well, if it's a memory then... I might have killed someone, and I don't think that that's the worst thing." I said and his face change from caring to scared.
"Oh god. Now you think I'm a murderer." I turned around, but I was turned around again, and he hugged me.

"W-why are you hugging me?" I ask with tears in my eyes again, but I try not to let them go. "Because you were tortured back there, and I know you would never kill anyone on purpose." He says, and I lean my head against his shoulder. "And I don't think you're a killer y/n." He says and pulls away from the hug.

"And we have to leave at 7:20, so I guess there is no point in going back to sleep, no matter how cozy it was." His sentence made me blush again, and he smiled at me.
"Yeah, I guess so." I say and headed to change clothes.

It was already 6:24am with the hair washing and cloth changing. I picked a simple outfit and less makeup to wear.

As I went out of Peter's room, I saw May making breakfast. Peter was already at the table eating toast and drinking apple juice. I sat next to him and May handed be breakfast. I thanked her and she smiled at me. "She's so nice." I said to Peter and he smiled at me.
"We have to go soon, so we better be ready to leave." He says, and May turns to us. "So soon? You barely ate." She says, and I was still eating. "May I assure you that the breakfast was amazing, but me and y/n need to go." He says and puts the plate in the sink.

"Correction. The breakfast is amazing!" I said, and May's face became happier. "How are you always so nice, y/n?" She asked, and I smiled at her, "I can ask you the same thing." I laughed a bit and saw that Peter was looking at me.

"Right! Well, see you later, May." I say as I head out.
Happy was already waiting for us in the car, and we jumped in. Peter and I sat in the back seat. "Hi Happy!" I said exited. "Oh. Hi ms.y/n." He said. Peter just looked at him and then back at me, confused. "How come you never say that to me?" He asked. "Is Peter jealous?" I teased him a bit.

Peter POV:

I rolled eyes on that comment, and we drove off. 10 minutes later, we arrived at the Avengers facility. Happy led us through the building straight to Tony and Banner's lab. "They are waiting for you two." Happy said and walked away.
We walked in and Tony saw us, "Finally. We have good news, and bad news. Who do you kids want to start with?" He says, and we look at each other.
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