Making memories ( peter parker X reader)

epilogue

6 years later 

Peter's POV:

My feet were already hurting from all the walking around my room. I'm in the avengers facility and it's nice that I still have my old room here, but my mind was occupied with other things. What if it all goes wrong o-or I trip? My brain couldn't stop all the bad thoughts from running around in my mind and I felt like I was going crazy, until I heard a knock on my door.

"Y-yeah?" I slightly called and my voice went a bit higher than I expected. "Its Pepper. Can I come in?" She asked with the most sweetest and kindest voice. I walked up to the door and slightly opened it. Her brows furrowed at my stressed look "ohh. You look absolutely horrible." She opened the door and saw all the clothes that were thrown all around my room. "I know. It's just- my mind is killing me right now." I told her my worries about the situation. "Its making me think all the worst things and all the best. Even the word itself makes me stressed." I told and went over to bed to sit down so I could relax a bit.

She walked over and sat down next to me on the bed. It was a moment of silence and then she spoke up again "you know...Tony would've been so proud of you...he my have not show it in the past, but he told me that you were the best choice he made. And he made it himself." Her words about Tony made me tear up a bit.

Tony died sawing the world like a true hero. His death hit me hard. For months I pushed every one away.  Most of the team just let me be, but there was only one person that helped me get out of the horrible place I was. She never walked away, even when I called her all those things and said that I never loved her. But she saw right through my hurt and pain. Y/n is the only one that pulled me out. The team tried for a long time, but got sick of my attitude, so they let me have my space. Most of them kept an eye on me so I didn't go rogue. Pepper was the only one I talked freely to, because she understood my pain. I know that sounds lame, but Tony was like a father to me and Pepper was like my mom.

I live in my own apartment. Well it's not only mine. Y/n moved in after of month when I bought it. I asked her to move in after I took her to London. That place always makes me warm for some reason and I have no idea why. Mybe it's because of the people or just the city itself.

We found Ian and thankfully nothing had happened to him. He is not y/n biological brother, but she loves him with all her heart and soul. It was a lot of paperwork, but we got him to stay with Pepper. Let's just say that he's still not over the fact that he has met the avengers.

I did take some time off of being spider-man and swinging through city. It has it's own team and I'm part of it, but what can I say. You have to look out for the little guys.

"I really miss him Pepper." I quietly said. My head hung low, looking at the thing I was holding on to this entire time. "I just wish that he would be here right now to see this." I then said again and she sighed. "Yeah. But he will be looking at us from above this time." She smiled and pulled me in to a hug. "I should tell her to get ready and meet me in..." she signed me to tell her time. I was extremely nervous about all of this but I had to man up. I've been literally saving people from monster's that are from outer space and I can't even ask a simple question. This is easy. Totally not stressful. I mean what could go wrong. Well she could get some how shot. Oh my god! No. She could trip. O-o-or she could say....omg. I can't do this.

"I-I-I I can't do this pep." She softly smiled at me and hugged me in her arms tightly. "You know. You are holding up quite nicely I might say. Tony just ran off and came back 4 days later." With that she shocked me and made me feel a ting bit better. "I'll tell her to be ready in 20 minutes." Ok. Now I got the stress back. "A-w-what. N-no. I-I won't he ready. Maybe we should just--" I was cut off by the door shutting. "Ok 20 minutes is a quite some time Peter. Calm down." I told myself in the mirror and fixed my bow. I was practically ready. The only thing I need to do is get my mind in the right place.