Bashar-
"You Pop, we heading out tonight and since you kinda good now and you single you should come bro, we outiside" Dread told me as we drove around Canarsie, I could walk around a little now but I ain't gone lie it's still mad weird to me but it's whatever, I'm thankful and ma been begging me to get out the house.
I ain't been going no where honestly, shit been blowin mine, limpin around and shit I said fuck it cause I ain't tryna be a burden to my brothers when we out.
"Come on bro, we got you , you know that bro. You gotta get outta the house. I mean you good enough now you can get back to the crib and live life again"
I nodded and looked out the window as we drove and bro I ain't smoke in a hot minute and I dead needed my place back so I can get high as fuck, it was dead nice being sober for a lil bit but na I deserve some good weed and pussy cause I'm going through withdrawals.
My phone kept goin off as me and dread spoke, I wanted to get back into the studio cause I got some heat that I wanna get off my chest real quick and I swear it's gonna be hot like niggas not fuckin with me when it comes to this music shit.
Milan💙- you home? Imma come over later, I cooked and stuff so I'll bring you some food. You want anything?
Milan💙- oh and I'm with your mom right now at Home Depot getting some plant stuff
Milan💙- I hope you aren't doing no dumb shit like yesterday I swear I'll beat you up 🤣😭.
I smiled as I read the messages, put my seat back a little and put my air pods in then played some music as I texted her back. Not gonna say that I ain't mad that she with that nigga but she's happy and I don't wanna be that toxic nigga I used to be, but... Imma just say, if I want her back imma have her, brent ain't me and I'm getting back on my feet so that nigga better watch the fuck out cuz imma violate, no kizzy and as far as I'm concerned he better treat her like his momma china plates on God cause I'll fuck him up over my shawty.
Me- a I'm chillin today, I ain't doin no wild shit but I'm outside with dread rn, I'll be back in 30 or so I just gotta do sum rq.
Milan💙- BE SAFE.. okay?
Me- I got u woo💙💙💙 love u ight.
Milan💙- love you too poppa
See? She still love me and still call me poppa? That Brent nigga ain't fuckin with me, I know y'all probably like.
'Brent don't give a fuck or he don't even know you' but I assure you he knows and he knows that I'm his biggest threat to their relationship, come on son, like are you dumb? Im gonna sit back and watch you take my girl like she ain't shit? Fuck that bozo bro.
Anyways my bad for the lil rant or what ever.
We pulled up at the studio and I pulled my cane out and got out the car, I walked up to the door and dread walked behind. Got on the elevator and went straight up to the studio.
"Yo pop! Was good nigga, long time no see" Ishmael hugged me and sat back in his chair, I looked around and it was the same. Red, black and silver walls and detailing, nothing much changed.
"Yo I wanna record sum Ight and I was gonna just call you but dread wanted me to get out the house and shit so, I got the lyrics all ready, just need a fire beat and I'll come in then record it ight? I'll send you the lyrics and you could lemme know wassup" he nodded and blew the smoke out and passed me the blunt.
I declined but only cause I wanted to save the first time for sum special
"You ain't smokin no more bro?"
"I've been sober since I got shot bro, next time I smoke it's gonna be sum special you know? To start back" he laughed and nodded then passed it to dread instead.
We chilled for a lil bit then decided to head back, Milan's coming over and yeah I wanna see her.
We left and once we hot back Milan was already there, outside un the yard with ma doing something with her plants. I walked up in the yard.
"Ma why you got this big headed girl in the yard like that?" She sucked her teeth and rolled her eyes at me.
"You got the big ass head, not me" she walked over and shoved me a little
"You ain't wrong, I do have a big"
Momma turned around and I stopped talking immediately, Milan turned around and laughed and then back at me.
"I brought you food, you hungry? Dread!?" She called out to him in the car
"Wassup?"
"You hungry? I cooked" he nodded and came inside with us. She pulled some bowls out of a bag and I got the plates for her, she opened them and I swear it smelled so good.
"Okay so I have curry goat and potato, pumpkin and the roti is in this bag. You guys can taste and take what you want. Oh and I have mango anchar and shandy in the fridge" she began walking out the kitchen and I don't know, you know when you know you love somebody and you know that but something else makes you love them even more? Yeah.
"Wassup with you and Mil bro? Thought y'all was done? "
"Yeah we done bro what you mean?"
"She cooked a whole meal for you bro, she always here with you, making sure you got what you need and y'all flirt and shit, I swear y'all do" he tasted the goat and his opened wide as fuck.
"Yo this buss" he took out some and I shrugged, he stopped and looked at me
"Bro why y'all not together? She doin wife shit for you, wassup?" They didn't know that she had another nigga and I aint think they needed to know.
"She got a man dread, I ain't tryna fuck that up for her" he laughed out and I kept a staight face.
"Yo you deadass?"
"Facts son" I picked up my plate taking out my own food and he stood there in disbelief like what is there not to believe.
"That nigga gotta be a clown or some shit, pop you got her here bringing food and bonding with ya mother and he somewhere doing God knows what bro, take her back, like no forreal take your shit back" I laughed and opened the fridge.
"I'm deadass bro"
"She's happy with him bro"
"Nigga she ain't, cause ight, look, if she was happy with that nigga why would she be here? You making her happy and she go back to that nigga when the day ends then look forward to seeing you the next day. Nigga she ain't happy with that nigga cause if she was you wouldn't be seein her ass on Gang bro, On Gang you wouldn't be seein her. He probably just givin her dick cause you couldn't. Nigga she needed the dick pop and she probably think bout you when she's getting it too, I'm tellin you and that nigga a leg like he dumb as fuck ." He nodded while looking at me and I nodded back.
He deadass making sense.
