Milan-
"The party was ight but why was everyone stuck up like that?" Amber and I walked into the lobby and then headed up to my place.
"They were, I don't know what was that about, I'll get you ice cream tomorrow to make up for this trash party" she giggled and as we got in and put her bags down. The party was so boring, it was filled with stuck up, mean people that just held up the wall the entire time that we were there. We had to dip.
"I'm so tired tho and hungry, what's been happening though? are you okay?"
"I'm okay, I've just been working on my clothes and well work"
"You're not telling me everything" she sat on the couch and pat the seat next to her so that I'd join her.
"So the other night while we were on the phone in Target I saw Bashar and it was cool and shit but he kissed me and not gon cap, I loved it at the moment but once it hit me that he was getting married soon." I shrugged and looked down at my fingers, I was hurt, I always wish that it was me and him kissing me didn't do much but make it worse. I looked down at my nails and we sat in silence for a few minutes until she finally spoke.
"I know you love him babe, but maybe he's just not good for you, maybe he's not who's made for you and that's okay Milan"
"Na but, I swore that I didn't feel that way and I was doing so good until he kissed me" I dropped my head in my hands and felt Amber's warm hand on my back, comforting me.
"It happens, you were pushing your feelings away, that's all babe, now come on let's order some food and some drinks and just talk about everything we feel" she smiled and pulled out her phone, we ordered food and sat back while the tv played and ate and talked all night bout shit from the past, my feelings towards pop, cried and even showed her my dress.
The next morning I woke up, Amber laid next to me wrapped up in the blankets and I groaned knowing that I had to work today.
I took my towel and headed to the bathroom, stripped and turned on the hot water and brushed my teeth letting the steam from the bathroom fog up the mirror causing me to wipe it every few seconds so that I could brush my teeth properly. I got in and let the hot water beat on my body, inhaled my eucalyptus body and instantly relaxed enjoying the wash and got out once I was done, wrapped my towel around me then headed back to my room and got ready for the day.
"Bring me back some burgers please" Amber groaned as she rolled onto her back and squinted at the lights that I had turned on.
"Got you" she nodded and flashed Mr the biggest grin before she rolled over and went back to sleep, I grabbed my purse and car keys before I left.
I skipped down the stairs and went straight to my car, it was gloomy and the sky was dark, by the time I got to work it was already pouring and I couldn't leave my car and my umbrella was not where I'd usually leave it.
"Fuck" I called up my boss.
"Hey, I'm outside but it's pouring, I can't leave my car right away until it clears up a little"
"I'll send someone to come get you with an umbrella just stay put"
"Okay" I hung up and pulled out my phone and began scrolling through Instagram, looking at all the posts and lately a lot of news about Pop have been on my feed, I couldn't help but read into them, every other post was about pop, whether it be fan pages or fuckin blogs.
I heard a knock on my window and jumped, scared but it was Luke with the umbrella.
I opened the door and picked up all my stuff as he held the umbrella waiting for me, as I got out he handed it over and he had the most annoyed look on his face.
