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Cruz and Dylan were sat downstairs, a few hours after they walked in on Johnny and Gabriel.
"Well, I didn't know what else to expect really" Cruz said under his breath.
"What do u mean?" Dylan asked

"Well it's just whenever I come back, Johnny always seems to have something going on"

Dylan then looked down in disappointment without replying

"What?"
"What did I say?" Cruz asked looking at him

"Nothing, it's fine" Dylan said not looking at him

Cruz then moved his arm from around Dylan and stood up
"Okay, I'm just gonna go somewhere else"

Dylan watched as Cruz left the living room and went into the kitchen.
After a minute, he joined him.

Cruz watched Dylan walk into the kitchen and sit down in the chair opposite him on the table.
"Are we okay Cruz?" Dylan asked with a tremble in his voice
"Ever since I left LA, we haven't really spoke to each other. We spoke more when we weren't together" he told Cruz.

"Dylan, I really don't want to have this conversation right now" Cruz told him while holding his head on the table.

"God damn it Cruz I really just want us to move past, whatever this is. It isn't us" Dylan said as he reached his arm out and squeezed Cruz's arm

Cruz then looked up at Dylan's sparkling eyes and sad facial expression
"Okay, we're really gonna have this conversation?"
Cruz asked.

Johnny was in his bedroom, with Carson playing FIFA, until they got bored.
"So um, earlier I was going to tell you something" Carson said looking across the room at Johnny
Johnny then stood up and walked closer to sit next to him.
"Okay, I'm listening"

"Alright, so you remember how I said that I don't really have a reason to stick around after we have finished filming this season?"
Johnny nodded, signalling him to continue

"Can you give me a reason?" Carson asked him while looking into his eyes
"You want me to give you a reason to sta-"
Johnny paused for a moment
"ohhh" he said as he realised what Carson was hinting

"You want us to.. be.. You know" Johnny said fumbling his words while blushing a little

Carson then went red in the face and smiled uncontrollably
"Yeah, I mean we shouldn't rush in to anything, I just want.. ugh I don't know how to say this"
He said also messing his words up.
"So when I have anything good happen to me, I want to tell you. Whenever I smile.. I look for you in the room and.. I don't know, I just think about you all the time"

Johnny sat in silence for a moment until he finally replied
"Carson, I really like you too, so much. It's just that I haven't been romantic with anybody since Cruz, I almost was with Noah and everything that happened there kinda messed me up" Johnny told him

"Johnny I get that, I just-"

"Can you hear that?" Johnny asked.
Both boys stopped talking for a moment and listened.
They could hear arguing from downstairs
"That sounds like Cruz and Dylan arguing" Carson told him

"Yeah, it sounds bad, shall we see if everything okay" Johnny said as he and Carson headed downstairs.

Once they had gotten closer to the kitchen, the shouting and screaming became clearer and louder.

Johnny told Carson to wait, so he went into the kitchen to see what was wrong

"Hey what's this all about, we can all hear you guys" Johnny said as he entered the kitchen

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