I was sure that D had left. I took to long to get to his house. I can't believe that I never got to say goodbye. His phone was turned off or he blocked me. How was I going to survive? D was my best friend since forever and he left thinking that I hated him.
The next day
I was tired I didn't get much sleep. All I could think about was never seeing D again. I called D's dad hoping he would give me D's moms phone number. I guess D knew I would ask his dad so he made sure to tell his dad not to give it to me. All I wanted to do was tell him I was not mad at him I needed him.
The next few weeks
I realized I was always tired. I always had my homework done weeks before it was due. I had nothing to do I was alone. I don't think Tay is my friend anymore because I never talk to her. My mom found a new boyfriend and was always at his house so I was alone. I could sit on my blanket outside like I use to because it reminded me of D.
I wish I was homeschooled so I would never have to see D's friends at school. Brad at school either. I also didn't want to see Tay at school because it made me ashamed oh myself of leaving her. Tay found a new friend to replace me. She got in with the popular girls that I hated. At one time she hated them too that's why I was so shocked when I found out myself. I really wanted to go talk to her and tell her I was sorry but to be honest I was scared that she would reject me. Her rejecting me is the last thing that I needed right now. Then it hit me I would go talk to her tomorrow I needed to tell her I was sorry.
When I walk up to Tay the next day at lunch I her them saying "we will so have to have a sleepover this weekend." I really was glad she found friends and made a difference in her life but I needed her too. I finally got the guts to go talk to her. When I walked up to her one of her new friends named Carly said "Tay isn't that your one friend that forgot about you?" I felt really bad now maybe I should just forget about this she was better off without me. But I promised myself I would talk to her so I had to keep going. So I walked up to Tay and said "can I talk to you please?" Tay then said "I guess but I'm only giving you 5 minutes then I'm leaving. So we walked outside to the football field.
I started talking by saying " look Tay I'm really sorry. Believe me I was having a really had time. D left without me telling him that I didn't hate him. So the last thing he was going to remember me by was that I hated him. I couldn't live with myself knowing that. I never even got to say goodbye. I'm really sorry that I stopped calling and texting you I really am. Please can we go back to the way we were before?" ThenTay said "I will give you one chance. This weekend me and my friends are having a sleepover at my house. You will not just have to prove yourself to me but to my friends as well. If they agree that I should give you another chance then I will but if they say not to then well I think you know what will happen."
So we said our goodbyes and Tay explained the sleepover arrangements. We 4 were going to watch scary movies all night then go get pedicures. First of all I hated scary movies they made me have nightmares every time. Second of all I could stand it when anyone touched my feet. I don't know how I will make it through this weekend. This will be the hardest weekend of my life.
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Her Life (TBATS)
RomantikAlly lives with her mom in Flordia. She lives were it is very peaceful. Ally's best friend for years is having problems. He has to move away. She can't handle being alone. She only has Tay. Tay is a friend of Ally's that goes to high school with her...
