Behind The Camera

Chapter 8

**Jisoo POV**

Months of training was very hard. There are times in my mind thinking I wanted to quit because of pressure and stressed I've been experiencing. I saw a lot of trainees who are better than me, they can sing better than me, they can perfrom better than me.

When I auditioned in YG, my mind was focus to become an actress, that's my dream but It didn't fall the way I plan. I am now here aiming to become a KPOP artist. I am really troubled when the management told me that they planning to have a big female group someday and they think I'll be great if I become one of those in the future and of course at first I was so shocked and didn't know what to decide, that's not actually my plan but when I talked to my parents they said It'll be good If I give it a shot. Then before I signed the contract as an idol trainee, I just think maybe in the future it would be a great stepping stone to achieve my ultimate dream, to become an actress.

When the things getting rough there's always a thought in my mind saying "Do I need to quit because it's hard?." So quitting because something hard is going on is not the best excuse so that's why everyday I pick myself up and focus myself in the future that I can overcome this and achieve my dream. Everything is going to be fine just what Lisa always said.

We are here now in the training room with a wide television screen, we are now waiting for Jennie's MV, everyone is here, everyone are excited for Jennie because it's here first MV appearance. While waiting, Lisa can't controlled herself.

"Yey! Go Jennie! That's my mandu." Lisa said while her hands swaying in the air. Then I saw Jennie feeling embarrassed with what Lisa did.

"Quiet monkey! The managers are also here!" Jennie said then she pinch Lisa's ear. Then I noticed she blushed when Lisa was trying to kiss her like a kid but Jennie slap Lisa's face lightly.

"Hey stop it kids, behave like a woman." I said while posing like monalisa. Then the staff turn off the light to start the video.

"Sushh! Quiet now girls!" Rosè said while eating a bag of chips like she's waiting to watch a movie.

"This is not a cinema kangaroo!." Lisa said while trying to snatched Rosè bag of chips but she failed to snatched it because Rosè hide it under her tshirt.
I saw Jennie rolled her eyes because of the bickering of the two crackheads then she glared to Lisa like she's trying to make Lisa silent.

"Stop it." Jennie said to Lisa, then Lisa immediately seat properly and focused herself to screen.
I observed every time Jennie ordered Lisa something the Thai girl immediately obeyed it. I chuckled in my mind while observing them then my eyes drift off to the screen when one of the staff started the video.

**Lisa POV**

I am so happy with Jennie while watching her first MV. She is seating right next to me then I noticed that her face is so serious like she's intently observing the video thinking if she done it perfectly. Jennie is really a perfectionist in every way, she makes sure that she done everything in a perfect way. Then I moved closer to her and whispered to her ear.

"You are perfect Jennie-unnie. I'm so proud of you." I said, then I immediately look again at the screen. I saw in my pheripirahl view that she's smiling. Then I smiled slightly feeling the heat in my face, which I always feel whenever I see Jennie-unnie's smile.

When the chorus finally appeared, I feel slightly bothered and jealous? G-dragon's face was so close to Jennie in the video and when Jennie leaned her head to G-Dragon's shoulder I felt a little pang in my chest which is I didn't like. I know I shoudn't feel that way but I don't know, I just don't really like it. I am composing my mind telling myself that It's just a music video and there's nothing wrong about it because It's the concept of the MV. I just shrugged all my feelings and thoughts and focus myself to the screen.

Right after the video ended everyone was cheering and clapping their hands to Jennie. They're all happy, of course I am happy too! I was just so bothered with what I felt earlier then I felt my energy was getting drained, I'm trying to recover myself and cheered Jennie-unnie cause she really did a great job.

"Let's all give a round of applause to Jennie Kim!" One of the staff announced and everyone was hugging her and congratulating her. Everyone was happy. Rosé and Jisoo hug Jennie tightly then right after they hugged, Jennie-unnie look me in the eyes, I can see that she's really happy and proud of herself. Then I turn my body to her with a wide smile in my face and hugged her tightly.

"Unnie, I'm so proud of you. Like really proud. You are amazing." I whispered to her ear and hugged her, then right after we gap our hug I saw tears in her eyes then she bowed to everyone in the room.

"Thank you so much everyone. To all the managers and staff thank you for trusting me with this one. I will continuely do my best" Jennie said while wiping her tears. I walked to her and wiped her tears with my both thumb.

"Hey stop crying. Let's go we have to celebrate this we bought ramyeon, kimchi fried rice and chicken!." I said then I noticed that the two girls are already waiting outside the room signaling that we have to go now and eat. I laugh to Rosé when I saw her rubbing her tummy, means she's really hungry right now. And we hurriedly walked out the room.

**Jennie POV**

We are here now in my room. These three girls surprised me with the foods they bought. My smile didn't go away in my face since my first MV finally released in the media. I am so honoured to work with G-Dragon then one of the manager said to me that It's a great opportunity because It'll give me more projects in the future. I was in my thoughts when I noticed that Lisa was so silent while eating her ramyeon. Which made me confuse because this is not her usual self.

"Hey Lis? Why are you so silent? Is there any problem? Did you missed you parents again?." I asked immediately while rubbing my thumb on her shoulder. I am so concerned about her because every time she's silent It's either she missed her parents or she's experiencing a hard time in training.

"Oh Unnie, nothing I just feel not so good right now. And I don't know why?" She said with a sad tone. I'm trying to read Lisa's face because Lisa is an open book you can immediately know what's going on in her mind if you will look at her. But this time I can't tell what's goin on in her head. Then Rosé suddenly laugh while her mouth was full of foods.

"Hahaha Lisa-yah! I kner why you umm sad." (In know why you are sad) Rosé said while chewing her food.

"Hey don't talked when your mouth is full Rosie posie!" Jisoo said but Jisoo also have foods in her mouth. Hays this two.

"Why is it?" I immediately asked Rosé.

"Becaushe she's cheloush." Rosé said, but I can't understand her.

"What? I can't understand you Rosie! Finished your foods first!" I said while laughing then Lisa immediately put a lot of chicken wings in Rosé mouth.

"Eat Rosé! Eat more!" Rosè was shocked and she began to act like she's choking now, but Jisoo didn't mind them and continue to eat her chicken while playing games in her phone, really jisoo? The room became noisy again because of bickering of the two so I laughed at them and started to eat my food. I am so happy because these girls really made my life full of happiness. I feel like we are actually destined to each other.

I'm currently eating my kimchi fried rice when Lisa surprisingly drag Rosè's arm and walked out to the room but before they left Lisa said that they are just going to the bathroom because Rosè smells bad, then Rosè immediately protest.

"Wait Lisa-yaah! I'm not done with my foods! Huhuhu. And I'm not smell!" Lisa didn't listen to Rosè and continue to drag Rosè's arm outside. Poor Rosè. I think Lisa was back to her old self again, always horsing around.

"I wonder how to know if a mosquito is a girl or boy? Jennie-yah do you know how to identify mosquitoes's gender?" Jisoo asked out of nowhere. What the fuck?

"What?!" I said with a shocked tone

"Oh nothing, I really like it when it rains."
I just laugh at her, well that's our Jisoo

Jisoo the weirdo.
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