**LISA'S POV**
🎶 I'm a fool, and I know it
I should've kissed you
I should've told you
Told you just how I feel
And next time I won't stop
I'll listen to my heart
Cause what I feel is real
I should've kissed you
I should've told you how I feel
I should've kissed you... 🎶
When the song hit the chorus, I can't help myself but to look at Jennie. This songs and this dance was for her. I made this choreo right after she rejected me. I poured all my pain to dancing so that I can move on and forget all the pain.
🎶 I should've showed you just how I feel
Now why didn't I
Give you my two cents
A million reasons why I should have
And it makes no sense
So here I am
By myself again
Stopping for green lights, and I know
I wanna be more than friends
How come every time I get the chance 🎶
I saw her eyes. I feel like it was full of love and admiration. I feel it again the warmth she's giving me every time I looked at her.
🎶 I lose my cool and I blow it
And I get all tongue tied
Lost in your eyes
I'm a fool and I know it
Hey
I should've kissed you
I should've told you
Told you just how I feel
And next time I won't stop
I'll listen to my heart
Cause what I feel is real
I should've kissed you
I should've told you how I feel 🎶
I love you Jennie. I love you and it hurts.
🎶 I should've kissed you
I should've showed you just how I feel
So I turned the car around
And you were right where I left you
And your smile said you were feeling it too 🎶
Right after the ending I looked at Jennie while smiling but why I feel pain right now?
My thoughts was snap as I heard loud claps and cheering from the crowds. I didn't noticed that all of the trainees are watching me. I bowed my head to all of them because I feel shy and embarrassed? I don't know what to feel.
"Yah! Lalisa! You are so cool!!"
"Teach us the choreo!"
"Wow Lalisa! Dance machine!"
"Lalisa! You are so talented"
Most of the trainees hug me and cheered me, they pat my back all of them are smiling. I just smiled at them, I feel flattered right now.
"Thank you everyone hehe"
I roam my eyes and I saw Jennie, smiling and clapping. I read her mouth saying " I love you" wait? Do I saw it correctly?
Jennie walked into me and hug me. Then she whispered to my ear
"Go Lisa. Teach them. They are waiting." she said and smiled at me.
I nodded and mouthed "Thank you" and I saw a tear run down to her left cheek but she immediately wipe it. "I'm sorry" she mouthed and went to Jisoo. But before I can followed her most of the trainees came to me.
"Mentor Lisa! Let's dance!" One of the trainee said and we all laugh
I glance once again to Jennie, and I saw Jisoo raise her two thumbs up and she smiled at me. Like she's telling me everything is fine. I smiled back then I begin to teach the trainees my choreo.
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Behind The Camera
FanficWe started our relationship during our trainee days. We both know that it is prohibited and absolutely not allowed in this country, but what can we do? We already gamble our hearts and future for this thing called Love. Did you ever wonder, what hap...
