**Lisa POV**
I am here now in the bathroom splashing water on my face, my heart still repeatedly pounding. I can still feel the heat on my cheeks, I didn't expect Jennie-unnie will look me in the eyes with pure of love?
"You are just delusional Lisa." I said to myself.
"She's just thankful to your gift that's why she stared at you like that. Yes yes!" I am convincing myself while talking to my reflection on the mirror. I am really crazy aishhh!
I remembered, after I confessed to Rosè last year, I convinced myself that it was just a phase of my life and everyone surely experienced it during their teenage-hood. I convinced myself that my feelings for Jennie will just go away and one day I will wake up and it will be completely gone.
But that's the opposite of what happened to me. Everyday with Jennie-unnie feels like I wanted more of her but in a good way like I want to see her smile everyday and pissed her off everyday haha.
My feelings for her are getting deeper and deeper, to the point I want to have her all attentions to me. She also motivated me to do my best during trainings, she helped everyone of us especially Jisoo-unnie. Which made me develop more deep feelings to her, she's just so perfect and inspiring.
Nobody knows what I'm feeling right now towards Jennie, except Rosè and my Mom. Well, I told my mom everything during the Christmas break last year. I went home to Thailand for 10days holiday break, then I told to my mom everything I've been experiencing since the day I met Jennie. At first I thought she'll get mad because I liked a girl but she just pat my head and said 'Lis, love is normal, you can love anyone you want, as long as you don't hurt anyone.' Then she kissed my forehead, well I didn't expect that. Then I told her that Jennie's birthday is coming I want to give her a gift so mom brought me in a Jewelry store and she's the one picked Jennie's necklace. I am just so happy cause my mom supported me in everything.
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