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Warmth, arms embrace you from the side. Helping you stay up and they put your head on their chest while you let out all of your frustrations away. "It's alright.." they pat your back gently.
Hushing you from your sobs, their other hand on top of your head, fingers digging softly through the locks while pulling you close.
"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." You mumble through your cries, hands clutching their clothes.
"You did nothing wrong, it's alright." They whisper, running their fingers through your hair to calm you down before giving you a somewhat tight hug. "I'm here."
The assured sweet whispers made you break down even more. From the touch alone, you were quick to realize that it was Yoshino. "Yoshino.." you cried out his name, hugging him tight and letting it all out.
Yoshino's instinct controlled him, having the urge to punch those who told harsh words that are breaking you. He knew better though, rather than using violence to stop the people who are gossiping, that will not stop. He ran after you.
Ignoring how some of his clubmates call for his name. Screw everyone.
He could only think of you.
"Don't abandon me.. please don't." You sob harder, thinking about what you will do is your dearest friend would abandon you. "I'll do anything so please don't abandon me." Clutching at his clothes as you grit your teeth.
Swallowing the lump that has been stuck in your throat.
"|L.n|."
You didn't knew what happened after that, falling unconscious into his arms. The built stress hitting you along with the overflowing sadness and anger that caused you to faint.
Yoshino froze, calling out your voice with worry laced, "|l.n|?" His pupils dilate, shaking you awake, "|y.n|?" He received no answer from you, he concentrated on your face and the way your chest heave , seeing your unsteady breathing.
The ravenette pulled you closer to him, taking out his uniform blazer and putting it on your legs before lifting you by the knee in a princess style carry.
Emotions began to cloud his vision, he couldn't careless of whatever is going on, for now, his priority is you. And you alone.
Your sickly face and slow breathing made his heart clenched, images flashing inside his mind how much you've suffered and held all of your emotions within because of fear upon something. Yoshino could understood you in some ways. He tighten his hold to your figure and ran the street but nonetheless careful.
Heeling your hot breath fanning him made him realize how you've got hot. Having a cold just as the "ber" months came by.
He rushed inside his house, opening the door and rushing to the guest bedroom that they have.
Yoshino sigh in relief that his mother isn't hone at the moment or will bombard him withe endless questions regarding the girl he had just bought home.
Carrying a towel and a basin on his hand, he walk back to the room and began to put the towel on top of your forehead.
"|L.n|, get well soon. I won't abandon you, rest assure." Hands finding its' way to your knuckle, the ravenette trailed a finger on it gently. He couldn't even bear the thought of you suffering alone without someone to talk to, to let all out the negative feelings you have nor share your deepest secrets. Yoshino felt as if he just touched the shallow waters.
He didn't want you to feel what he has gone through, with no one to act as his companion, to shoulder his pain, suffering, and tears.
What he think that you've open your heart to him fully made him realized how he isn't even near the floor of the deep ocean. He's just floating on waters. Eyes trailed over to your face, Yoshino pull his hands to himself as he watch you breathe, a stray tear falling down from your eye.
Biting his lips, the boy let out another sigh, wiping the liquid from your cheeks before brushing his knuckles to push back a lock from your face. Dark green hues staring with affections.
"Please don't cry." He whispered out. Yoshino knew but kept it in a denial state that he likes you. A strange connection between you and him was what kept him attracted. But the ravenette knew, that he can only love you from the sidelines.
"For now, I'll be by your side, until you find the one who can completely heal you." A silent vow he put on, bringing your hand upon his lips as a seal of his own promise.
He breathe out, slapping himself as he realized what he is doing before retreating back.
A voice telling him inside his mind that he isn't fit to be with her, anyone who would stand by with him would just get looked down upon. His hand unknowingly touched his scars, a mark he can never erase.
Even with this, his heart whispers the opposite. To accompany you. Mind and heart in a contradictory.
Though if he knew one thing, Yoshino wouldn't let you fall alone.
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Imperfection // Yoshino Junpei
Fanfiction─── ・ Where a broken girl tries to fix a broken boy. Gege Akutami 2021 - JJK FF unedited - complete