Tun da suka fita ban iya komawa na zauna ba. Ji nake yi tamkar na hadiyi tabarya dan wani dogon abu ne ya tsaya tun daga makogwarona har zuwa kafafuwana.
Dan cikina naji yana ta tsalle kamar wanda oxygen dinda na ke shaka bata isar mu ni da shi.
Kwakwalwa ta tana ta kokarin assessing maganganun su amma zuciyata taki bata dama dan bugawa take yi da tsananin karfin da har cikin kunnuwa na nake jin karar bugun ta.
Babu abinda nake so inji irin amsar su waye wadannan kuma menene fassarar maganganun da suka zo suka yi? Sunce suna min fatan alkhairi amma ko kadan banga fatan alkhairi a tattare da su ba. Me suke fada akan Umar? Me suke fada akan mijina?
Motar su bata jima da barin gidan ba naji shigowar ta sa. Ya bude kofa ya shigo fuskar sa da murmushi "sorry Baby, na barki kina ta jirana ko?" Sai ya daga ledar hannun sa yana nuna min "wannan agwalumar sai da na zagaye Kano kaf kafin in samo miki ita, shi yasa ban dawo da wuri ba"
Sai a lokacin na tuna da cewa na bashi sakon agwaluma. Nayi kokarin hadiye wannan dogon abu sannan nace "sannu da zuwa dear" sai ya bude min hannayensa. Come and give me a hug now, don't just stand there like a statue"
Na yi kokarin takawa amma sai na kasa, sai ya ajiye ledar shi ya taho ya saka ni a kirjinsa ya rungume tare da kissing saman kaina. "Kinyi kyau sosai Baby" ya sunkuyo yayi kissing ciki na. "Hey there little Jidda. Kina ta jiran Daddy ko?" sai kuma ya dago fuskata "what's wrong. Yana ganki wani iri ne" sai ya saka hannunsa a wuyana yana testing temperature dina. "jikin ki yayi zafi, are you sick?"
Yadda ya nuna concern dinsa sai naji ya taba zuciyata. Karyar banza ma suke yi wadancan mutanen a kansa, har zasu saka inyi tunanin daga wani guri yake ba daga inda yace min ba, daga wani mummunan guri. Na girgiza masa kai "no am fine. Kawai dai mood dina ne bana jin dadinsa" ya sake ni "ahh. The mood swings. Me zanyi ne in cheering dinki, ga agwaluma nan dai na siyo miki, in still baki ji dadi ba in nayi wanka sai in fita dake yawo. Ko muje gidan Aunty Afia ko gidan yaya Mubaraka duk wanda kika zaba"
Na je na dauki ledar daya ajiye ina jin kamar babu abinda na tsana irin agwaluma. Na ajiye nace "na gode. Ga abinci nan a dining zaka ci ko a nan" na nuna jikinsa "bara in yi wanka first. Ko zaki zo ki taya ni?" Ya fada yana kashe min ido. Na sunkuyar da kaina bance komai ba. Yace "not in the mood right?" Sai yayi ajjiyar zuciya "yaya dan Adam zaiyi da ransa tunda yayi wa matarsa ciki dole ya dauki hakurin duk abinda zai biyo baya"
Ya wuce ni ya shiga corridor.
Na zauna akan kujera ina rungume ledar agwalumar daya siyo min a kirjina. Ina sake tambayar kaina suwaye bakin da nayi dazu? Su waye su da har zasu zo su saka min shakku akan mijina? Har suna dariyar cewa nace yana office, har suna making jokes with it, making me think yana wani gurin da bai dace ba ashe shi ni ya tafi nemo wa abinda nace masa ina so. Sai naji banji dadin yadda nayi masa ba.
"Karyar banza" na fada a fili, sai maganar tawa ta tuno min dawani memory na last time da na fadi wadannan kalmomi. Lokacin da Jamila ta same ni a daki ranar kunshin biki na, naji kunnuwa na suna dawo min da kalamanta dana tura su na boye a deepest part of my mind.
"Karyar banza" na sake maimaita wa ina kokarin hada memory din maganganun ta dana wadannan matan in tura su zuwa inda na fito da natan yanzu. Amma sai suka ki tafiya, suka tsaya suna zagaye a kwakwalwa ta.
Na ajiye ledar nabi bayansa na tarar har ya shiga wankan sai na bishi toilet din na tsaya a bakin kofa ina kallon sa yana cire kaya. Ya langwabe kai "please ki zo ki taya ni mana. I will cheer you up i promise you. Duk wannan mood din zan chanja shi" naje na karasa balle masa buttons din rigarsa sai ya fara kokawar cire min tawa.
Na rike rigar "ni fa nayi wanka na wallahi" yace "wanka ai baya yawa, sake wa zaki yi" na fara mita "kai wallahi sai ka saka mutum mura kayi ta saka mutum wanka kamar wani kwado" ya karasa cire rigar sannan ya jani cikin shower ya hadani da jikinsa da hannu daya daya hannun kuma ya kunna shower dashi, ya sunkuyo dai dai fuskata yace "I will warm you up" sannan ya hade bakin mu......
