Love & pain

Part 20

"So, do you wanna go to your place?" Levi sitting beside y/n staring at the sunset. "I'm not curious anymore. What's the point of visiting that place if I'm a child of a criminals and.." y/n paused. "and I still can't heal others."

It was quite. No one's talking.

"Levi."

Levi turned his head.

"I miss him."

Levi's face changed. He hugged y/n's shoulder and pull her head onto his shoulder.

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Levi's pov

What is this feeling? My heart beats fast. I'm holding y/n in my arms. This is so warm. I want it to be longer. I felt happy.

Stay like this. I like it.

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Me,hanji and y/n went back to our house. Y/n is holding her mom's diary with her empty face. She doesn't want to go to the land. Even though I suggested it so that maybe, just maybe, she might find a wag to heal others. She refused.

We arrived at our house. "Hey, y/n. I was thinking." Hanji asked y/n. "What is it?"

"Erwin's gone. Moblit too. So, that means you'll replace moblit's place and I'll replace erwin's place?"

Y/n look at her with her empty face. She opened her mouth. "You're a scientist and you asked me? Who else would replace their places."

Hanji froze. Y/n went into her room and shut the door. Hanji sighed. I came towards her and pat her back. "I was tryna talk."

She's so rough lately. Can't do anything but sigh. Kinda sexy tho.

What?

...

I'm sitting on my work desk. I can't focus. She's been appearing in my mind even though we're in a same house. I scratch my head so hard.

'knock knock!'

I stopped scratching. "Can I come in?"

A girl's voice. Y/n! I was in terrible fluster and immediately fix my messy hair. Fix my collar and fix my sitting position. No. Not like this. I crossed my legs. Oh yea and the hand. Cross my hands.

"Come in."

She came in. She's wearing a long white t-shirt with sweatpants. With her hair tied up. She looks messy but

"Beautiful"

"What?" I shook my head as I heard y/n asking. Did I said that too loud?

"What do you want?" I tried to be cool again like I used to. I am cool.

She took out a box and put it on my desk. I took and opened it. It's a cologne. I'm confused. I looked at her she's turning her head away from me. She's blushing.

Ara ara. Why is she blushing tho? She like  me too? ><

"You smell like shit. So I bought you this cologne. Hope you like it."

W-what? Me? Smell like shit? I took shower 3 times a day tf you mean. That hurt. :( I smell the cologne.

"Huh. Not bad." I'm still hurt.

"Gotta go" said her. When she's reaching the door, I jumped out from the table and grabbed her arm. I don't know why I'm doing this but I felt like I want her to stay longer with me.

"What is it?"

"A-are you..single?" Y/n looked at me confused. Fuck. Why did I asked a weird question out of nowhere??? Cover it up!

"Your bed! Is your bed single or a queen type?" Y/n let go of my hand gently then went to the door. "Single. It's a single type." She answered without looking at me. Then she opened the door and left.

I smacked my head. My coolness level drops to 0.