Love & pain

Part 38

Levi's pov

I carried zeke to the carriage because we're moving. Y/n over there is preparing the horses. She's stunning than ever. She looked at me back and she smiled. She smiled?!
Her smile, it's been awhile since I saw her smile.

"Why are you standing there?"

I realized that I was not moving this whole time when I looked at her. Damn, this is embarassing. I put my hand on my cheeks and I can feel the hotness on my cheeks. Again? Seriously?

I started to walk again towards the carriage but then I felt like something is blocking my way and I tripped. It makes a loud thump and y/n ran towards me. Damn you rock!

"Are you okay?"

I looked up to her even though it's almost cloudy, she's shining like a bright sun. She handed her hand. I grabbed her hand to stand up.

"I-i I'm okay.." I replied.

"I'll take zeke."

Zeke still asleep or faint I don't know what did y/n do to him but I'm sure that y/n knocked him down. She then pulled Zeke towards the carriage and carelessly throw Zeke's body in the carriage. As if Zeke is not that heavy..

Then, I started to climb up into the carriage then again I tripped. Not again?! I tripped and fell onto Zeke's body almost kissing him. Hell naw.

"What happened to you today? You're getting clumsier than before."

I don't even know what happened, y/n. I get too nervous for no fucking reason! I stood up and sit back. Why is y/n staring at me? She then giggled and come closer to me. She caressed my forehead and I can feel something fell from my forehead.

"There's dirt on your face. Thank god you're not injured after falling on your face."

I looked away from her. This is so embarassing.

"Who knows the humanity's strongest soldier would be very clumsy."

"Stop it."

Y/n laughed. I looked back to her when she's laughing. She's stunning.
I assume she's okay now? Seeing her warm smile makes me smile too.

"Ohh, you're smiling!" Y/n pointed her finger at me smiling.

"Tch, says the person who never smile too."

It was a silence for few minutes until y/n started to call my name.

"I never thought you would like me, levi."

"What makes you said that?"

"Well, I thought you had a crush on Erwin and hating me and bullied me because Erwin liked me. So I thought you hate me and jealous of me bec-"

"Shut up."

Seriously? That's what she thought for the whole time?

" I only think Erwin as a friend, not more than that, y/n. You're so dumb for thinking like that."

"I mean, you do look kinda gay."

"You mean I always look blissful?"

"What? No! Well, nevermind."

What the hell is she talking about.

"Augh!"

We both turned our head to the sound. Ah it was Zeke.

"So you're awake now? You're healing too. The fact that you took my comrades' lives, you don't deserve to heal."

I bring out my blade and started to chop off his feet and legs. He screamed in pain. Yeah, that's what I want to hear from you. I continued slicing his legs until I can feel arms wrapping me.

"Levi, stop it!"

Y/n pulled me away from Zeke. I clicked my tongue and it seems like zeke started to black out again. I removed y/n's arms from me and put my blade back. I moved to the horses.

"We're moving out."

When the carriage starts to move, y/n lost her balance and automatically makes her body sit on the carriage. She's making a cringed face.

"Eww, levi, there's still blood and the fleshes. Ark! Ewwww!!! I accidentally touched the feet!!"

She sniffed her hands and gagged up.

"Why did you sniff it, stupid?!"

"This is so disgusting!!! There's no water! And-and my hand is stinky!!!!"

Y/n is being noisy as if she never touched blood before. Then, I can feel a drip on my cheeks and it's starting to rain heavily. Y/n cheered and she raised up her dirty hand on the sky and finally it cleaned.

"Thank you, sky! You heard my whined! Oh, levi! The blood on the carriage is gone now! I'm just gonna- hiyak! Throw this disgusting fleshes away!!"

Because of the heavy rain, y/n have to raise up her voice so that I could hear her. She kicked the flesh out of the carriage. Again, she screamed ew and sit back to her place.

It was quite finally and only the sounds of the rain. Y/n moves closer to Zeke and observe his face. There are still a titan marks on his face. Because of curiosity, she touched the marks.

"Uh, it felt like you touched stretch marks."

Y/n is still observing Zeke's face.

"So this is what a murderer looks like? Not bad, not bad, for a syndicate dawg. He looks nothing like eren though."

I stared at y/n with the corner of my eyes for a second. I must say, I lowkey want to be Zeke right now.  Then, I looked straight back, I might hit a tree.

"...eldia's euthanization.."

"Hah? What? I can't hear you!"

I stopped the carriage as I also heard Zeke's words. I move towards him.

"What is it? Euthanization?"

"I didn't steal lives, I saved their lives. Saved the children's lives from this cruel world-"

"Looks like your legs is growing back."

I bring out my blade and about to chop off his legs again and then Zeke started to scream.

"Mr.ksaver!!! I hope you're watching!!!!"

What the hell is he-

"Levi! Move away!!!"

Zeke started to move and the thunder spears started to explode. I can only widened my eyes that time as I couldn't think straight. Am I going to die? Well, at least my last sight before I die is looking at y/n's smile is already enough...