Love & pain

Part 22

All of us, my squad, y/n, hanji rode our horses to go to the place. To Nima Island. It was a tough journey to go here especially not many of us were here.

Stock for food is enough for us. We stopped for awhile to take a break. Since we already in a big forest, we stopped here and take a shade under this forest and it was cold but I like it. Cold and wet and foggy too.

"Huuaarghhhhh! I'm so hungryyy!" Sasha whining. "Calm down sasha," said Jean as he get off from his horse. Y/n get off from her new horse. Brown black horse with 4 white socks and a white spot on its head as her previous black horse died suddenly from cardiac arrest.

"Now, let's eat." Y/n told sasha as she finished taking out the food from the basket. And there's meat too.

"MEAT!" sasha screamed then she immediately grabbed the meat from y/n. She did it again. Our new queen, historia of course, ordered those rich people that used to work with kenny to give us meat as a stock for a food.

"Oi! Sasha! Let go!" Jean and Connie tried to pull sasha from her biting the meet without manners. Tch. I sat beside y/n and stared at her. Look at her and her beautiful hair. She's so beautiful. She then stood up from her sit on the ground, went to sasha and knocked her head. Sasha knocked out.  She took the meat and cut it.

"Tch, it's already filthy because of that brat." Y/n complained. Hanji then came "don't worry! We still have more!"

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After we finished eating we take a rest for awhile. It's not cold here as it's still early in the morning. We left about 2 or 3 am and now it's like 5 or 6 am. I looked y/n leaning her head against the big tree. She closed her eyes. I moved further next to her. I gently caressed her cheek. As my face went closer to her, she opened her eyes.

"What are you doing?"

I can feel my face are heating up. Then I removed my hand from her cheek and sit back to my position.

I can feel a weight on my right shoulder. I look at my right and it was y/n putting her head on my shoulder. She wrapped her arms around mine. "I'm cold. Can I stay like this?"

I want us to stay like this forever.

"Yes."

My heart beats so fast. This is not first time y/n did this but this time I felt different.

"Levi.."

Y/n called me with her tired voice. What is it? Is my heartbeat are too loud that even she can hear it?

"Why are you so short? My neck is hurt because of your shortyness shoulder."

I moved my shoulder from her head and makes her head fall onto my thigh. It was a bit embarassing but I'm hurt. I'm hurt as hurt when eren said "you tiny old man!" Stop calling me shorty, it's not my fault that I stopped growing >:'(

I looked at y/n rubbing her head. She look at me back and smiled. She giggled. "Are you mad? Hahaha I'm just joking." She then hugged me from side and putting her chin on my shoulder again.

It's a first time seeing her smile after many months. I like this position, it's so warm. Her body is so warm. I can feel her warm breath at my neck. Ugh, stop it, y/n. You're making me fall in love with you more.

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We continued our journey after 1 hour break. There's no titans in sight anymore. But still, we can't put our guards down. Then we saw a huge wall. Maybe way huge than ours in paradis.

"Another walls. I hate it." Y/n whispered. I looked back to my squad, they all looked up towards the tall wall because it was so tall and huge than ours.

There's a gate over there with guards  in front of it. The fact that they can stay outside the walls means that it's safe from the titans. But then, what are these walls for?

"Who are you!" Said one of the guard. Y/n get off from her horse. She came closer to the guards. The guards starts to pointing their spears towards her. All of us got panic then immediately went off from our horse. Y/n's gave us a sign to calm down.

"Why are you here?!" Continued the guard. "My name is y/n, daughter of Agnar Johnson and Adrian Johnson." The guards eyes widened and looked at each other. Their faces shows disbelief.

I couldn't hear what are they talking about but then y/n is getting cuffed by them. The guard giving a signal to another guards that's on the wall. The gate opened. There's plenty of soldiers came towards us and catched us.

"Hey! Get off!!" Jean screamed.

"Y/n!" Mikasa screamed as she saw y/n is sitting on her knees. Then I heard a body dropped. I saw eren get knocked out by the soldiers and then mikasa,armin and all of us. As my head dropped on the ground.

My eyes are blurry but I can still see the guards releasing y/n's cuffs. She stood up and looked at us. She smirked.

"Y/n.." I slowly called her as I really have no energy to called her. I can feel a sharp needle into my arm. It hurt I tried to fight it back but I guess the fluid take over me very quick. I lost my consciousness and everything was dark.

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"Y/n, daughter of johnson eh?" A man came closer to y/n. "You finally arrived. And who are they?"

Y/n looked at the man and predicts that he must be a general. "They are the survey corps from paradis island." She replied.