UNKNOWN FEELINGS 2

Chapter 41

Abby's POV

Bumalik na ako sa car ko nang makita kong naka alis na plane nila sela.

Ni matitigan lang sya sa mata hindi naganap and i feel so lonely now i know na tuluyan na syang nawala sa tabi ko.

I look up in the night sky seeing a lot of stars, then i realized tulad ng mga bituin hindi ko mabilang sa sobrang dami na saya ang naramdaman ko sa bawat oras at araw na nakasama ko sya. Marsela used to be my greatest star that i want to treasure forever, oh.. still i want to treasure her kahit na wala na kaming connection sa isa't isa. I will keep her in my heart hanggat kaya ko..

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I received a lot of missed calls and unread messages from my family and friends

To Mama:

Ma i'm sorry, malalate ako ng uwi tonight, just eat dinner with them without me. Don't worry about me i'm fine. Love you

I turn off my phone dahil gusto ko munang mapag isa ngayun gabi.

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(10 am in the morning)

Nagising ako dahil sa liwanag na sumisilaw sa akin. Last night late na ako naka uwi dahil i went for a drink, kaya ngayun masakit nanaman ulo ko.

*Knock *knock

"Pasok" i said at pumasok ang kapatid ko na may dalang coffee and bread

"Here i know may hangover ka nanaman ate" coleen stated at nilagay ang tray sa side ng kama ko and i took a sip in the coffee

"It's because of ate marsela right? Nagkita ba kayo before she left?" She asked and sitted sa side ng bed ko

"No, ako lang nakakita sakanya" i replied shortly

"Ate sela will come back maybe hindi pa ninyo time para sa mga bagay nayan so don't be sad, we're here for you ok?" She hug me that's when i know maiiyak nanaman ako kaya nilayo ko agad sya

"Hays ikaw ah ano ano nalalaman mo baket may experience kana ba sa mga ganyan ha? Siguro may jowa kana no? Susumbong kita kila daddy" i joked just to change the atmosphere at gulat na gulat naman ito

"Ofcourse not!! Paano ako mag kaka jowa when that person is already inlove with someone?" Nahiyang sinabi nito at namula pa ang pisngi dahil biglaan nya itong nasabi saakin and i know who's that already lol the owner of that person is ella

"Seriously? Coleen just be straight ok? Wag mona akong gayahin" i said then we both laugh and laugh

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It's 1:20 pm na at andito lang ako sa kwarto ko habang nanonood ng movie just to kill time. Then someone knocks on my door again

"Abby anak you have a visitor kaibigan modaw" mom shouted outside my door

Huh? Who could that be? If sila ecka yon eh wala ng paganyan ganyan papasok agad sila

I paused the movie that im watching at lumabas ng kwarto ko

"Who's it ma?" I asked

"I didn't ask her name but she's pretty is that your new girl huh?" Mom said habang winiwiggle ang kilay nya probably teasing me

What the hell sino kaya yon?! Did i hit on someone last night na hindi ko matandaan?!! No way

"Come on, bumaba kana doon she's sitting on the sofa" mom said at pumasok ulit ako sa kwarto ko para mag ayos

"Ok i'll be there just a minute!!" Sigaw ko at nag ayos ng sarili dahil naka panjama pa ako rn

Dali dali akong lumabas ng room ko and bumaba ng kinakabahan dahil hindi ko alam kung sino ba yung nag hahanap sakin

Dumaretso ako sa living room namin at meron ngang babae na nakatalikod habang nag busy sa phone nito but i think i know her..

I stopped behind her at hinihintay itong lumingon and then nang maramdaman nya na presence ko lumingon ito

Right, it's Nile

Nile is always there for me simula nung wala na kami ni sela, she's there when kailangan ko ng taong makakaintindi sakin at makikinig sa mga sasabihin ko. I know she's into me but still acts like a friend that i need.

"Hi! kanina kapa nandyan?" She asked, i smiled and umupo na sa tabi nya

"Nope kakababa kolang, what are you doing here anyway?" Tanong ko

"Nothing, just to visit a broken hearted friend haha" nile teased and hand me a paper bag

"Here i made that cupcakes para sayo and ginawan kodin sila tita kaya binigay kona kanina hehe" sambit nito, i opened it and may letter ito sa sa loob i was about to open it pero pinigilan nya ako

"Hey don't read it while i'm still here."

"Oh ok i'm sorry, do you want something? Foods or drinks? Thank you btw for these" i said at itinabi na muna ito

"I'm fine, ikaw ba ano ba ginagawa mo ngayun?" She asked at tumayo din

"Nanonood lang ako ng Netflix sa room ko, do you want to join me?" I offered at walang patumpik tumpik pa at tumango ito

"Sure! I love watching movies though" we both go upstairs habang may dala akong mga chips and drinks i think i'll just spend my lonely time with her today.

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Sela's POV

We just landed here earlier actually tulog na tulog ako habang bumabyahe kame nagigising lang ako pag baba and lilipat na kame ng car at kakauwi lang namin sa dati naming house ay miss na agad ako ng mga kaibigan ko so i think ill update them muna

On video call*

"How's your trip mars?" Tanong ni sheki

"Good, that way nakatulog ako ng matagal " i replied while trying to house tour them around

"Grabi mas malaki pala bahay nyo jan mansion bayan?!" I laughed at their reactions hmm..i miss being with them that fast too.

Actually madaling araw palang dito while sakanila 1 pm na kaya gising na gising mga to well di din naman ako inaantok since i spend a lot of sleep kanina.

"How's abby?" Nag uusap sila then they stopped nang marinig nila ang tanong ko

Buti nalang tulog sila dad

"Uhm nevermind! Bye na guys i need to rest update ko nalang kayo later byee mwuah!!" Paalam ko sakanila and peck a kiss on my cam lol they seemed too gross about it

Waaah! Bakit ba lumabas sa bunganga koyon? I should move on right? Nag move on na sya saken so why do i still care for her? Stupid.

I lay on my bed trying to convince myself na kalimutan na ang lahat..

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02.01.21