UNKNOWN FEELINGS 2

Chapter 39

Abby's POV

"Hindi na kita mahal Abby" 

those words came out in her mouth echoes inside my head

My heart is aching

No, it's crashing

"Fine."

I lowered my head and closed my eyes

Yung sakit na dinadamdam ko sa mga suntok kanina ay biglang nawala, bigla nalang akong nangmanhid.

Ayokong umiyak, ayoko nang umiyak

I turn around at nag lakad ng dahan dahan hinihingal padin ako hangang ngayon at mas lalong bumigat yung pag hinga ko dahil sa mga narinig ko. I'm just trying to stop my tears right now i don't wanna cry out here. Kailangan kong lumayo, tumakbo ako at dumaretso na sa car ko.

Sela's POV

"Fine" she shortly replied

I heard her voice cracked when she said that

I'm so sorry abby..

I decided to turn around and found
no one, she's gone.

Suddenly my tears drops 'cause i can't take it anymore. I want to hug her for the last moment but she dashed away.

Rain drops starts to pour at palakas ito ng palakas

"Ma'am pasok napo kayo sa loob"

I wiped my cheeks and get into the van.

Now i'm here sitting while staring up in the dark sad sky still wiping my cheeks and eyes continuously

I lied, i love you still and i always will.

Abby's POV

"Kuya just give me anything i just wanna get wasted tonight"

"Alright ma'am, be right back!" Bartender said

After a few minutes he came back with a glass of something i can drink with a lemon attached on the top of it.

"Try this ma'am it's called Margarita a Mexican cocktail it has tequila in it that can make you wasted as you wished" he said proudly with his work

I take i sip at una palang malakas na sya but still taste good, so i took it again and drink it non-stop leaving the bartender infront with wide eyes

"Woah! You're the first ever woman who drunk Margarita straight inside here ma'am! Because halos lalaki lang--" i cut him off

"Give me another one please." I commanded at nanahimik nalang ito at gumawa ulit ng drink.

I don't like to chitchat with someone or anyone right now.

"Abelaine?" Someone said out of nowhere i turn around and saw someone wearing the same uniform as mine.

Sela's POV

I locked my room not allowing anyone to enter inside, i just want to be alone and cry all night. I don't care if my eyes will get swollen tomorrow. I hope she's alright tho i knew she's hurt and so i am

I didn't mean to say what i've said earlier to her i just want her to leave and forget about me.

Kahit na hindi ko alam mo kung makakalimutan ko siya and all our memories before. i know this is the best for us, she deserve someone better than me.