Deteriorating

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 I chip away at my nice long black nails

My other hand holds tight to the cold rail

My own room turns into my own cell, jail

While I let out memories in a wail


Baby why did you have to make me leave

I know it was easy to deceive me 

make me cry for 8 hours straight to grieve 

It's my fault, right? because I'm too naive


Every moment I'm awake I'm waiting

I don't hate you it's myself I'm hating

The beginning of our friendship was motivating 

But you've left me deteriorating 


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