I feel so lost and hopeless in the world
All of my self-imposed bruises purpled
I don't even care my walls have crumbled
All my feelings are no longer bottled
Every day I fight but it gets harder
I'm trying to not self-inflict murder
Even if I lose this battle or more
who's to say if I lose or win this war
Would I have made it without our promise
It had helped me get out of the darkness
When you came I had started off extremely hopeless
But then you came and picked up the pieces
Can you please help me its happened again
Now all of my attempts rank up to 10
I'm tired of taking my medicine
I know I'll lose but the question is when
