The love that binds us

Untitled Part 7

'I know, and I'm sorry for pushing you, you said stop and I didn't listen, I know you're not normal so can we try again?' He nodded and held my hand tightly. He took a deep breath and I shivered as a cool wind blew through the trees, Tyler tilted his head back and closed his eyes, smelling the breeze. Mr Blanch was right, he kind of is like a wolf, or at least a really big, really savage dog.

'I'm sorry, is it okay?' He asked still not looking at me.

'Will you check it?' His head snapped to me so quickly, eyes big and wide and I smiled, dropping my bag I stood in front of him and lifted my shirt up and over my head. He turned his head away so he wasn't looking at my bare chest.

'This not-' He muttered but I cut him off.

'It's okay, calm down.' I said and he looked me in the eye, I smiled and stepped forward so I was between his legs. 'Just stay calm and it'll be okay, don't worry about hurting me, I trust you.' He was breathing heavily and looked at me with scared eyes. 'I know you're not going to hurt me, just calm down.' I whispered and he nodded, I took his hand and spread his hand out across my chest, I let my fingers slide from his wrist and he moved his hand over my chest.

'Why I feel this?' He whispered. I smiled taking his hand and kissing his knuckles.

'It's because you like me.' He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

'I know this but the feeling.' He seemed confused again.

'Describe it to me.' I whispered looking at him and he frowned down at his lap but didn't let go of my hand.

'Make my heart fast, here feel weird.' He motioned to his groin and we both looked down at his pants.

'Ah, that's horny, like excited.' I couldn't help the smile; he was kind of special.

'I not know what to do when like this, sometimes it hurt, here.' He muttered looking at his pants. I let my smile drop, I felt a little guilty, I mean he doesn't know how to deal with this kind of thing, that's probably why he's so frustrated when he's with me.

'I could take care of it, but you would have to trust me.' Jesus my heart was beating so god damned fast I thought that it was going to fly out of my chest. What the hell was I saying? I was going to take care of his hard on? Didn't I just have a conversation about going slowly with Blanch not two hours ago? Fuck, maybe I'm the one that's not normal...

'What?' He winced and we both looked down at his pants to see they were quite restricted. He shifted a little before standing, brushing against me before he leant back; he seemed a little more comfortable now.

'If you want me to, I could suck on it to make it feel better.' I'm an utter freak and idiot for even suggesting this. Why didn't you just tell him how to deal with it? Fucking idiot.

'S-suck...?' He stuttered, Tyler doesn't stutter, misuse words or not use them at all sure but stuttering? He brought his hand up to my mouth, forcing his thumb inside, it ran over my tongue until nearly making me gag by touching the back, he ran his fingers over my teeth, looking inside my mouth. For some reason it was turning me on and I placed my hands on both of his thighs just above the knee for a little support. I don't think I looked that hot, my tongue sticking out, I could feel my cheeks grow warm, and I was panting like a weirdo.

'Teeth not sharp so not hurt.' He said pulling his hands away and cupping my face, thumb spreading across my lips, my cheeks felt warm at the realization that I've just offered to blow a boy. Tyler Bransden makes me do some crazy shit...

'I don't think anyone ever comes out here-' twigs snapping under foot and voices that were not mine or Tyler's sounded. I panicked and pulled away, grabbing my shirt and pulling it on. Tyler pushed me behind him and I pulled him so we were standing behind a tree, my bag sat on the log in the open and I was so worried when I saw Sentarou and Harry, they were from our school, we were on the football team together. I gripped onto Tyler's bicep tightly, but my grip loosened as they walked away talking about something, I took a deep breath and pushed my face into Tyler's back. I felt his muscles tense ever so slightly but he didn't tell me to get off or push me away.