(kirishima x chubby reader) mafia ua

5

Alba pov 

So I'm sitting here in bed with the door close 7:31 AM contemplating the idea of getting started with my day or if I should wait for Kirishima to leave while I act like I'm dead asleep and cant here him outside "maybe if I act dead instead" I whispered  groaning I'm hungry and I cant just walk out but I did said I would talk to him in the morning and I'm no pussy I got up showered got dressed and walked out. 

Quietly I looked at the man who was sleeping on the pull out couch his red hair long and messy on the pillow his mouth semi open his sharp teeth visible he looked so vulnerable I suppose not many get to see him like right now his chest raising with each in hale then lowering made me smile his half covered body as he curled into a small ball I grabbed the blanket and cover him so he wouldn't be so cold but then he groaned and I pulled back scared that I would have woken him up. 

I back away even faster but careful then I saw the bundle next to him Lilo was sleeping next to him Lilo was a stray cat I found behind a dumpster he doesn't like people that much but sometimes he will rub against people he thinks are worthy but its very rare but here he is all cuddly to kiri. 

I made a simple miso soup with salmon and rolled egg omelet then I heated the white rice from yesterday I heard movement from the bed i was already almost done with cutting fruit I look at him he was petting Lilo who was now on top of him meowing I coughed a little to catch his attention "Lilo" I said in a warning voice he came down fast meowing for his breakfast I pull out a can of wet food serving him the smelly food into his bowl and setting it a side for him to eat. 

Kirishima pov

I woke up to the smell of miso soup and grilled salmon and eggs it reminded me of my mom I shifted then I feel four legs on my chest I open my eyes to see a black and white spotted cat staring at me before meowing at me as if demanding I get up I pet his head smiling this must be Lilo. I heard a cough we both turn to Alba cutting melon "Lilo" she said making the cat get of and hurry to her.

"Good morning" she said looking at me for a brief moment "good morning" I said back god this feels awkward she then came out holding a tray of plates I help her set the table not wanting her to drop something. the miso soup smelled good and with the headache I'm packing its gonna hit the spot "coffee or water?" I look up at her "coffee please" she brought a pot filled the mug we we started eating it felt kind of weird since last night I confessed to her then I kissed her then she kissed me and I spent the night in her couch. 

I had to tell her I meant it all that it wasn't the alcohol "Alba I-" but she cut me off "I know you didn't mean it you were drunk and didn't know what you we-" I cut her off "no I meant every word I said to you Alba" she looked up at me mesmerizes like I just told her I had a lion for a pet "Kirishima please-" I cut her off again but this time I sat next to her grabbing her hands "Alba when I first saw you I thought you were the prettiest woman I have seen I wasn't drunk or high of something and then the next time when I talked to you I saw you smile all happy and I fell deeply for your smile then when I kept seeing you I just saw more good quality's I'm sober now with a headache but sober Alba" I loved saying her name it just seemed so natural to me my heart broke a little when she pulled her hands away from mine "Kirishima hold on you were going to get married just a few months ago and I'm a widow-" "so you think I'm confused on weather I do or don't want you!?" 

She looked away "all I'm say is maybe its to early to-" I felt angry and hurt "I don't kiss strangers or anyone just for shits and giggles and I know I love you because since the moment I've talked to you all I've even wanted was to protect you" she looked away "or do you? kiss people because I remember you kissing me before we came in here all on your own and-" that's when she got up I got up with her turning her around "look at me please~" i was anxious to see her face she looked at me her eyes watery she looked down at me placing her hands on my chest "I t-think you need to g-go" I broke I looked away from her before letting go I grabbed my things heading out closing the door behind me I call Bakugou "hey shitty hair I-" I took a deep breath but my voice was still shaky "pick me up please" he was quite for a moment "where?" I gave him the directions. 

Alba pov

He left in a matter of seconds it was quite since then my hands were shaky I felt myself cry I sat down on the bed feeling awful and confused "why did I kiss him?" I questioned myself I hurt him I didn't mean to hurt him but I just can't he was telling me how he felt but I just hurt a sweet guy because I don't know how I fucking feel and now I'm a mess in the inside and out.  I grab my phone calling my sister but she didn't pick up then I tried Kai but he also didn't pick up I throw my phone down feeling sorrow I lay in bed my phone a shattered mess I cried like a child. 

Kirishima pov 

Bakugou didn't ask questions after that he picked me up and didn't say a thing then he dropped me off I went straight to the shower I wanted to punch something I tried to calm down the cold water couldn't help me relax at all her eyes are the only thing I could think of those watery blue eyes  I punch the wall of stone quietly crying my head low the pain in my heart stronger than my bloody fist "I just had to kiss her?" I dropped why did I kiss her I knew what kissing her could do but I just needed to feel her "why why why!?" I groan looking at my hands "why couldn't I just be okay with being her fucking friend" 

I got out the shower feeling like shit I fed peanut butter and just laid in my bed I heard my phone ring like crazy but I just turned it off not caring for it "Alba you got me wrapped around your finger and now you know it" I cover my face with my arm tears spilling out like crazy again.