(kirishima x chubby reader) mafia ua

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Kirishima pov

The door kept banging my phone didn't stop ringing I groan getting up and answering the door its Mina she walked in "Bakugou told me what's wrong?" she said her heels clicking with each step she took. "Alba I told her how I felt" she turned quick on her heel "what did you tell her?" I sight sitting down in the couch "I lover her Alba but I don't know if she freaked out or if she doesn't like me she . . . I don't know" she sat down next to me I lay my head on her lap she started playing with my hair.

"someone or a group hurt her feelings saying awful things and I consoled her but while I was telling her why all of those things she heard were bullshit I ended up confessing to her but that's not were it ended I kissed her-" "wait you kissed her?" I nodded "kiri honey she's a widow!" I close my eyes groaning before getting up I hated the fact that everyone kept reminding me that like I don't know that already! "don't you think I know that! I do but in the moment I saw her and I needed her touch its something I cant explain but since I've meant her I just keep loving her" "but that's not all we took a cab tougher and when I walked her to her apartment she kissed me"

she looked down at her lap "okay I have a couple of ideas but take a seat" I sit down "one she was drunk and when you told her all these things she reacted with the alcohol two she's a two faced bitch who is playing with your emotions or three she's just confused and is trying to wrap the idea of well you liking her I mean her husband died a year ago she probably didn't think someone would fall for her again" that made sense but I was still worried.

Alba pov

I got in the car driving to the closets florist I picked out a bouquet of roses making my way to the cemetery walking passed so many graves it made me blue I found the one I was looking for it was a black marble tombstone.

"to a son and a husband but most of all a bestfriend"

setting the rose there I took a deep breath feeling so many feelings flourish "there's so much that has happened Alex the world is spinning but I'm stuck here" I kneeled in front of him "I miss you so much I feel like such a horrible person for leaving you here I wish I could have saved you on time I wish non of this would have happened" my voice cracked my through felt dry and sore "I just wish you would be with me" my tears spilled out "there's this guy who says his in love with me isn't that crazy?" I in haled deeply "Alex I kissed him I have mixed feelings I know your will said to be happy but I cant forget you and I don't want to hurt him either but I guess its to late for that I mean he told me these sweet things but all I did was hurt him"

"I ... I don't know what to do anymore I'm a mess my birthday is coming up and now I hurt the sweetest guy who I could have a possible crush on but the guilt making me feel like I'm being unfaithfully and its eating me I wish you could speak to me and tell me what I should do" I whispered my nose running and my tears messing my mascara "please just give me direction just one because I'm stuck and I'm drowning with everything"

I pored my heart out to him but all I got was silence then it started to rain over me first it was soft drops then it was heavy I just stayed there the rain covering the tears god why do you hate me? I stay there in silence feeling how the cold water drenched me my grandmother used to say that when it rained so heavy liked this it was because god was crying.

was he crying with me or for me.

Kirishima pov

I got up the rain outside was heavy I wonder where she could be I lay back with mina who was playing with my hair "wanna smoke?" I look at her she gave me a cheeky smile I smile back "sure what else do I have"

Alba pov

it stopped raining but I was still here soaked my makeup running. "help be happy if this is the guy you think is worthy can you promise you wont hold it against me if I let myself go?" I felt a sense of lightness. "your here again Miss. Alba" I turn around "father Sato?" I got up he smiled "I see you came to visit him" I nod shaking his hand I felt embarrassed I probable looked awful.