Sua and Siyeon laid down on the bed and stared at the plain ceiling, Sua snuggled closer to Siyeon, like she used to do on the past years they've been together. "should we be honest to each other right now? i think it's a perfect time to say our thoughts left unsaid from the past" Siyeon started, Sua let out a sigh, "maybe we should" she answered, it'll be painful but she needs to endure it, she needs to say the words that's been left unsaid on her head for a long time.
"this question has been stuck in my mind for so long and it's been bothering me" Sua started, "say it" Siyeon said and Sua let out a deep breath. "if you really do loved me back then, why did you cheat on me? did the love and affection that i made you feel isn't enough? why did you choose to hide everything from me? you know that Jiu is my friend right? so why, Siyeon?" Sua asked as her eyes becomes teary, after a long time, she had said the question that makes her chest heavy every single day. Siyeon let out a sigh and caressed Sua's soft hair.
"i admit that what i did was wrong and i totally messed up, i regretted everything that i did and i am sorry for that. The moment you left me, is the exact moment i told Jiu to stay away from me and we shouldn't see each other anymore because i realized that, everything gets better when i'm with you" Siyeon said and looked at Sua, she did the same and their eyes met. Sua wanted to cry like a baby but she doesn't want to embarrass herself in front of Siyeon.
"but my karma came and i lost you, when that moment came.. everything fall apart and even myself. I focused on singing just to forget you but it turns out that, every song that i sing to everyone is all about you" Siyeon added and after hearing those words, Sua shed tears. Both of them are in the same boat, they can't even get over to each other because they regretted the decisions they had made back then. If only both of them didn't part ways and forgive each other, they reached the dreams they made together now. But life, isn't all about happy things.
"i can't even forget you too because everywhere i go, i hear your voice and the bitter sweet memories always bothers my mind. It's been 5 years singnie.. but why do i still love a jerk like you?" Sua asked and Siyeon wipes her tears, she pulled Sua on her embrace and plant a sweet kiss on her head.
"i feel the same way as you feel. i realize that even i lost myself on the path, i will still comeback to you." Siyeon said and Sua cried silently, she suddenly realized that she can't hate the person who brought pain and scars on her heart forever because that person, is still a big part of her life and no one can ever change that.
"if every you're ready to trust again, i won't stop until i make you mine once again.. and i will promise not to mess up this time because I don't want to part ways with you again" Siyeon added and it made Sua felt the butterflies that flies around on her stomach. Is she even ready, to fall back to her ex?
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falling back for ex • suayeon
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Lee Siyeon is a band member while Kim Bora is a normal office worker and they're ex lovers from the past. 5years had passed and they didn't expect that their paths will cross again.
