The CEO swordsman

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"Mommy, i didnt know i had a brother. Why are you giving him so much attention?" I looked at Yukia he's been really upset, Ryan has been here with us for about a week now and he's been trying to adjust to life living with us. He was in a foster care system after someone kidnapped him. Kazuto is looking into who actually kidnapped him but still hasn't found any luck.

"Yukia, i love you. But i also love Ryan too. He's your brother so I want you to get along."

"But you always do more for him." I shake my head. "I love you both and will care for you both equally." Yukia smiled. He used to be so shy, but he has opened up a lot more. I'm glad.

"Madam Juri, the young master would like to see you." I nod and get up from the table.

"Yukia why don't you go show Ryan where all the cool new toys daddy bought you guys." Yukias eyes go wide he didnt know that he was getting some new toys.

"Come on." Yukia grabbed ryans hand and they raced off into the other room. I walked to Kazutos study. He was working from home today. He tries to work from home on my days off and today was a day off. He smiled at me when i came in, i instantly blushed. His smile always makes my heart race. This all still feels like a dream, its an enigma, how did Kazuto find Ryan? like he already told me he was searching into it and thats how he found him but i just dont get how.

I walked over to kazu and sat on his lap. He just wraps his arms around my waist.

"I missed you."

"Is that why you called me in here?" He nods.

"Yeah, i just love how happy you make me. I've been really stressed because of the new product launch and the fact that Luke confessed to you again." I rolled my eyes then face him while still sitting on his lap.

"I don't have any feelings for luke. I love you." he chuckles.

"I know you don't have feelings for luke.I just wanted to hear you say you love me." My cheeks heat up again. That cunning man.

"W-Why didnt you just ask then??" He didnt answer. "Kazuto." I say again and he is just staring at me. He just leans towards me and kissed me.

"Let's have a baby. Let me put a baby in you, my wife." I nearly choked on the air. What the hell? A baby?

"What are you talking about?" He sets me on the top of his desk near his laptop and closed the laptop. He stands in between my legs puts arms on either side of me trapping me in place.

"Let me put a baby in my wife." this guy..

"Rich guy. If you wanted to have sex with me all you had to do was say so. Not say things like put a baby in me." It was his turn to blush and he did. I think he was slightly embarrassed.

"D-Dont say that. I'm serious let's have a baby together. You're my wife we can have a baby together." I shake my head.

"I don't want to bring another child into this world right now. We already have 2 wonderful kids. Actually we have 3 wonderful kids and its hard trying to convince them that I'm not playing favorites enough as it is. i don't think a new baby would be a good idea right now."

"We need to talk about this seriously. Because i want another child. And i thought we talked about this enough. But we must not of." I sighed. He really wants to have another baby, i knew that. But i didnt think he would ask right now. Its way to soon. Ryan has only been here a week. And i want him to feel welcomed not like hes being pushed aside. I haven't seen my son in such a long time.

I didn't realize but i started crying.

"Rich guy. I really don't think its the best idea now. I just got my son back, i haven't seen him in years, i thought he was gone forever. I have to let him know how much i love him and that I didnt mean for him to get taken from me. I'm such a terrible mother as it is. Please don't make me bring another child into this world when I'm not mentally stable enough to do so. I can't let what happened to Ryan happen again. If that happened to our new baby or even to Yukia or Yui i couldn't forgive myself. I didnt protect Ryan enough, i can't let my other kids get taken from me too." He just held me while i cried and he listened to me. After that he didnt push me to have another baby. He just decided to drop that issue. He said we could talk about it another time and I'm Grateful for that.

I do want to have another baby especially with Kazuto i love him and i want a baby with that man our baby together would be beautiful. If it got kazutos eyes and his perfect smile with my skin tone and hair it would be the cutest little baby ever. I'm not saying that my other kids aren't cute because they are. I'm just saying that seeing a baby look more like kazuto would be adorable.

I just know that my mental health isn't the best to have a child right now. I don't want to risk losing the child, because mental health plays a huge role in having a baby, if you're not healthy while carrying a baby it could harm the baby and you could risk losing the child. I can't do that, i want to make sure my pregnancy goes smoothly, so i don't have any risks.