Book2 ( Say You wont let go)
Forever is not enough to love you but giving up on our love is better not to live than to let go...
Each day is like hell waking up without you..
Forgeting you is the worst part of my everyday life.
Struggling Alone mak...
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Days went by and he almost lives in the factory and the farm.He commited hiself in work to keep his mind occupied.Even at home he just sleep and wake the next day storm out of the house and stay most of the time doing what some worker labor to keep him busy..
Sunghoo POV
Theres a time when Mr.Kang tap his back.
"Adeul(son)! Look at us? Do you still want us to work here or are you giving us reason to quit? You almost takes our jobs. How can we do our jobs here if you will take our part? We dont want to be recive our payroll while we know we almost slacks here because our jobs is almost done by you." Mr Kang jokingly said but a point.
I scratch my nape feeling ashamed looking at some worker that heard what Mr kang said but they just gesture me "Fighting" its A small gesture but i appriciated it as it give me strength.I know that they are all giving sympathy to what im experiencing right now. Its not concealedin thier knowledge what my marriage was going through.But they are all my trusted employee even at the begining.They like my own family.
"Adeul,Lets have some drinks..kian and si-on will take care of that.We've already done for to today.."
He get the sprayer on my hand and drop it on side..He put his arm on my shoulder and lead me outside the green house. We go to the farm house the afternoon sun was painting the sorounding a pale orange..the cold breeze air approaching us while sipping soju and dried octopus as snack.Summer is ending soon and autumn season is coming.Its started to cold in the afternoon till morning.I was staring blankly at the sky..
"Adeul,What is holding you here why dont you follow her and make things up between the two of you.?" Mr kang seriously asked.I was spacing out dont know what to say.Feels like my body felt really tired after the day of work as thought of her comes to my mind. I just sighed and just empy the shot glass of soju.
I was thankfull to Mr kang and the rest of them that even we drknk together they never bring up my issue to talk or even anything about women.. We just talk about random things... after everybody was already drunk and started to bid goodbye. The same emptiness engulp me.Its sopocating i want ot shout out to release what keeping me hard to breathe.
"Hyung.Do you want to get inside? Its already late and cold here.Go to your room here.Your too drunk to drive.I need to go home now.Chloe is waiting."
"Henry.....you.....go ...ahead... im...okey!!" Im drunk but still know whats best to do when drunk..
"Hyung...."worried Henry's voice.
I just signed him to go...then he walked even swayin in his way.I just smirk at his action.He's so caring and good friend to me. I look at the night sky.Its cloudy seems like the feeling the same loneliness as i am that even the moon and the stars can isnt vissible this time.I went to the my office and lie dow in the couch.I went to sleep its another day has past but seems like pain and loniliness i feel was taking my whole being.Its like living but dying inside.
