Book2 ( Say You wont let go)
Forever is not enough to love you but giving up on our love is better not to live than to let go...
Each day is like hell waking up without you..
Forgeting you is the worst part of my everyday life.
Struggling Alone mak...
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Hwasa POV
"Wheenah I want to be alone.Leave me for a moment."
I know they both dont want to leave me that moment but everything is ready.. I want to hug her tight for the last time.. I want to tell her come to me and go somewhere. But I know she wont let me runaway from here.Eversince where together she let faced all the problem while I have her on my back.I dont think I can forget what happened here when she's with me. I want to burst in crying like a child but I dont wanna cry anymore.I need to be strong.. If fate make my life misserable taking all the love of mylife then I will battle with them up to the last strength I have.
I need to fix my life not depending on anybody else but only myself.I dont want to cry again for losing someone i loved.If its better to live alone so be it.
As they went out of the alley..I bid my goodbye to my family and specially to Hye yeon unnie.My eyes where blinding by my tears I take off my sunglasses and touch the glass of there urn niche.. "Oemma...Appa..unnie...im sorry I have leave for a while.I'll promise when I came back Im much stronger than before...
I touch Hye yeon unnie niche.Looking at our small photo together that i placed inside..my heart ache so much as losing her feels like losing a part of me.half of my life she's been my family.even she needs to travel abroad, she never fail to call me and check on me.When Wheein come to my life.She is the one that felt happy as she never get worried when she cant be with me.On my wedding even she's cant be with me a day before she come home and see me to greet me and give us the blessing.She told me that she's so glad that i will not grow old alone.I will have my own family.We both crying that time as she said jokingly to us that we make baby as soon as posible because she's not getting any youger.She want to play and chase with her jokattal.. but she cant no longer do that...
"Unnie..I dont know where to start from here..If only you are here with me I know I have you and you will not let me supper this.but as you always said to me to be strong cause not everytime there is someone who will stand by myside in my darkest day but my own shadow.My ownself..
I heeve a deep breath.I feels like my chest will burst out from all the pain inside..
Unnie...I... will ....come again when im more stronger than before.Goodbye.. Saranghe...."its so hard to said goodbye for someone you love that you know you will not gonna see them again.
I went out of the building and ride the cab to drop me to the hotel where my things are.I asked some trusted staff to take my things to the hotel before taking my flight..My foot felt like heavy as i got near the plane entrance.. i look back for the last time..I never know if when will I have the courrage to set my feet here again as all I have here is painfull memories.
A stewardes guide me to my seat at the business class area.I got dizzy and I drop on my knees.i was lucky enough that tha F/A is behind me.She quickly attend to me.
