Book2 ( Say You wont let go)
Forever is not enough to love you but giving up on our love is better not to live than to let go...
Each day is like hell waking up without you..
Forgeting you is the worst part of my everyday life.
Struggling Alone mak...
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Hwasa POV
Waking up in the middle of the night craving for something to eat but what im craving right now is something i cant easily find here.tteokbokki and manju.
"What can i do baby..what you like to eat let just eat fruits for the meantime early later we will find a korean resto here."
I wash some apple and slice it.... When im full i get back to sleep but not later than 10 minutes my stomach is crumbling and I need to throw up.. I run to the toilet to ease my upset stomach after emptying it all I sat on floor feeling wasted.It make's me upset that pregnacy is not easy as what i know. Ive known some staff before that still work even they are pregnant.I never know that they supper this kind of hardship. I get up and went to the balcony but its cold night breeze give me chills so i just closed it again instead and sit in the bed.I felt so lonely being alone.No one to talk to.No one to turn to.... I lost him same as I lost Wheein.My eyes welling up in tears.I dont want to sulk in the past i need to move on with our life... i tried to convince myself
I lay in my bed and just stay there till i fell asleep.. The sun is already up when I get awake..I have a messge from Byul.
I get up but feeling dizzy again and my stomach crumbled again.. "Aishhh!!!! Shirrrroooo!!!" I want to cry for feeling this way.I need to go to hospital to get check up and asked the doctor to give me meds for this sickness i really cant stand this...
I call Byul number.
"Hello?"
"Hi..its me Hwasa."
"Yes,whats up what time you want to move i can pick up after my duty..uhmm maybe after lunch.."she said.
" Uhm actually I called because i want to asked how to get to hospital or even can you come with me cause you know.. I dont understand there french that much.Im sorry to bother you. Byulah...
"Why you are sick?? How do you feel right now? I'll be right there....."
"Waiiitttt!!!! Uhmmm....Hello??Byul??" I look at my phone and the call has ended. I sighed at what just happened.
" Your really good to make everybody worry Ahn Hyejin!!" I scold myself.
Not long ago someone knockin on my door. I open and see Byul's worried face.She get near me and hold my hand and check me if im okey.
" Byulah.Im okey." I saw her sighed in relief. "Why do you go here?how's your cafè?"
"Its okey.I closed it."shruging her shoulder.
"Why do you want to go to hospital?"
I just smiled and stay silent.I dont know how to say to her what im feeling right now.
" Okey.You ready? Lets go."
"Wait..i called the bell boy to pick up my things I want to move to the appartment after we get to the hospital.I dont want to bothered you always."
