All by myself
Let the crowd eat me
Hold back my tears
Hugged by my fear
I saw it going differently
It does not go gently
People keep saying
Just what they're feeling
Miss the innocence
When everything has violence
Take another shot
And twist the said plot
Going insane
Feeling the pain
Lived in shame
Behind this curtain
Too many eyes staring
It feels like killing
Feeling fucked up
In the protection I made
Too much words to say
Yet nothing comes out
Can't act in the real play
Please help me break out
Seven years old me with a shade
Looked at the reflection my tears made
It smiled while slowly fading
While my heart is deeply aching.
