Original Poems

Lies and Truths.

I told you I wasn't lying
Maybe I should just stop trying
Because apparently when I say I mean it
You can't seem to believe it.
I've told you nothing but truths.
Do I really need proof?
You don't have a reason not to believe me.
I've tried to be everything but deceiving.
I tell you everything on my mind and heart
I really wish we could just restart
Because maybe then
We wouldn't need
A second chance.

I don't want to lose you completely.
My words are going through obsoletely.
I know it's not that you don't understand,
But maybe that you just can't comprehend
How much you actually mean to me.
You've turned my life into a giant dream.
I fell too quickly into your trap.
I know it wasn't what you intended,
But unfortunately that's how it ended.
It's not that I care
Because if I was still there,
I know that I'd do it again.

I haven't lied to you once.
I hated your absence.
My words are true
And so are my feelings for you
To think you believe them over me
Causes more pain than I think you'd believe.
After all that we've been through
You think I would lie to you?
Lying to you is like lying to myself.
You have my heart and my everything else.

I know that you care,
And I know that I'm scared
Because I dont want to lose you completely
Or be exactly what you don't need.
It scared me that day that we agreed
To be nothing more that what we were
Because those two months went by in a blur.
The two months of nonstop talking and sharing.
The two months of nothing but constantly caring.
I know you still care, so that's not it.
I guess I just wish that you could commit.
Not to the whores, or the girls who use you,
But to me, the girl who just wants to please you.
You're my best friend, but you're more than that.
You've had my heart since long before that.

I don't want to see you crash and burn.
I just want you to let me have a turn.
Let me try to be your missing piece
Because maybe then your pain will cease.
If not me then who's gonna love you?
If not me then who's gonna be there for you?
You've saved me from myself,
Along with everyone else.
You've been put through much more than you deserve
You need to keep your heart on reserve.
Lock it away for someone who wants it.
Not for someone who wants to use it.